Running The World With You

Swimming pool

I need to speak alone with him. I have no intention of getting married at the end of next month. The fuck is he on about? We have four months until I turn 20.

I drag him to an empty bedroom. He smirks at me. I don't even wanna know what he's thinking about.

"Why the fuck did you tell them that we were getting married at the end of September?" I scold. He looks down at me and smirks. The hell is funny?

"Because I want to. You can't control me. We all know who wears the pants in this relationship." Lucius growls. The word relationship makes me cringe. This will never be anything real.

"This isn't a real relationship." I say. He glares down at me. An unknown expression in his face

"Kitten, you are very naive. I don't care if you think this is real or not. Your mine." He whispers into my ear. Lucius needs to stop.

"Stop it. I don't belong to you." I huff. He just lets out a sadistic chuckle into my ear sending goosebumps up my arms.

"I think you do. Remember when I spanked you? Remember when you whimpered for me to stop? Where was the courage then?" He says, his hot breath blowing in my ear. I can't believe he's bringing that up.

"I-" is all I can manage out. He needs to stop being like this. It creeps me the fuck out.

"That's right. Your all choked up. I'm sure your innocent pussy is wet. Don't fight me kitten, I never lose." With that, he pushes past me and leaves. I hate him. More then I have ever hated anyone before.

He objectifies me. He disciplines me. He harasses me and my friends, he essentially traded something for me, the list goes on. I'm not wet for him. Never will be.

***
Last night went as expected besides my fiasco with Lucius. Who does he think I am? Some whore who will get wet as a swimming pool when they hear his voice.

Yes, that's exactly what he thinks I am.

The worst part is, I didn't hate the way he talked. I didn't hate it when he spanked me. And that's what hurts the most. I can't see how much I'm worth.

I have to see him today for our study session. This one I'm especially nervous for. My friends are leaving tomorrow, and I really need to spend time with them instead of being tortured by Lucius.

We are hanging out in one of the living rooms. Theo is next to me, showing me some new technology his company is working on.

I admire how diligent and hard working he is. He never gives up, and always dreams big.

As for Raina. She is on the phone with her mother. Apparently Raina went over on her credit card. Typical. It's alright though because I think Raina's family has more money than Theo's.

Theo is new money, Raina is old money that has only expanded into the new world.

They both reek success. While I have to pretend to like a literal psycho sex crazed lunatic. He is the hottest man I've ever seen, but that's beside the point.

His floppy brown hair, his piercing blue eyes, his giant biceps and abs, his tanned skin, he's made by the Greek Gods themselves. I think they just slipped when they were adding in personality.

Ah, the bell strikes 3. Time to go to the shitshow. I wrap up my conversation with my friends and head to the library. I see the back of Lucius faced towards Miss. Hollows, who is beaming.

"You both did wonderful at the party last night!" She exclaims. Yay? I'm good at pretending to be in love? Maybe I should be an actor. I'm being sarcastic.

"Uh huh." Is all I hear from Lucius. He's messing with his Rolex.

"So, I wanted to discuss one of the questions that came up when you were being interviewed." Hag says. Oh no. I really don't want this to go where I think it's going.

"Heirs? What are your thoughts on kids?" She asks. Fuck fuck fuck. This is the last thing I need right now.

I think Lucius picks up on me panicking. He smirks. Of course he likes this. I'm in pain.

"No. Not having this conversation." I whine. Hag glares at me. I don't give a fuck what this bitch says. I'm not thinking about that.

"What I think kitten means to say is that we are very excited to be parents and have many children to bring heirs to our kingdoms." Lucius beams. Miss hollows looks pleased. I am pissed. I shoot daggers at him but he just smiles at me. I almost slap him. He's toying with me and I hate it.

"Amazing! No doubt your kids will be very beautiful." She smiles. I'm desperately trying to combat my feelings to slap a old woman.

We get up and he wraps his hand in mine. I slap his hand away. What is he doing?

"I can almost imagine it now, pregnant kitten. Carrying a child, that I made, with my cock." He growls as we exit the library. That makes me shudder. He's never mentioned us doing that before but I know he thinks about it. A lot.

"Fuck off." I retort. He's been getting on my last nerve lately. He looks down at me and looks angry. Shit, I know he doesn't like being told off. He pushes me into his bedroom. Here we go again.

"The fuck did you say?" He says. I know my parents can't hear him, they are all the way on the other side of the palace. I'm utterly alone and up to his mercy.

"F-fuck off." The memories of this room aren't pleasant. I really don't want to have any more run ins with Lucius if this is where I end up.

"Nobody talks to me that way, little girl. You have no idea what I would do to you. Putting you in your place shouldn't be this difficult." He hisses. I'm afraid of him. I'm terrified of my own fiancé.

"S-sorry." I mutter. I feel exposed as he rakes his eyes over my Nike shorts and baby tee. He's an animal.

"Next time, try dressing more modestly. I don't need that Theo kid fucking you." He ushers me out of his room and slams the door. Anger builds within me. He's trying to break me, make me submissive to him. I won't. He can't change me.

Game on, Lucius Balcray.