Whatever It Takes

Chapter 39, "Same energy"

Jayda's POV

I ran off into our bedroom crying. Harry lied to me right after I told him I trusted him. I thought we were fine but I guess distance does change people.

Harry rushed into the room panting. I wiped my eyes in anger.

"Babe, whatever you heard. Please we can talk about this."

"No Harry I'm done talking. I trusted you and you let me believe it was nothing between the two of you."

"Babe it is nothing."

"Stop calling me that!" I yelled.

"Jayda... please."

"No I'm done listening and I frankly don't give a shit anymore."

"Jayda stop, we have to talk about this."

"No we don't, I'm going to enjoy the party. Now please leave," I said, pointing to the door.

He looked at me with begging and hopeful eyes. I can't forgive you easily this time H.

"Leave," I pointed again. He defeatedly walked out the door closing it.

I wiped away the fast tears that rolled down. I took my hair out the ponytail and let it down.

"Breath Jayda, it's okay," I sighed.

Harry's POV.

I walked down the hallway defeatedly. I can't believe how messed up things are and it's all my fault. Jaydas the love of my life and I know I've hurt her badly.

"Is she mad?" Kendall asked approaching me.

"Yes," I sighed.

"Cmon Harry. Cheer up, it'll be fine."

"It won't. I've hurt her and that's the last thing I've ever wanted to do," I said, walking away.

I went to the bar and asked for a shot of vodka. I placed my head into the palm of my hands sighing. This is not how I imagined things to be.

"Whoooooo!!!" I heard the crowd cheering. When I finally turned to look, I saw Jayda with her hair down in a Lavender bikini with some perfect inched black heels on.

My eyes almost fell to the ground. She has too many curves to be out here in this, no wonder the boat is going nuts.

"Let's take shots everybody," she yelled out looking directly at me. Someone handing her a cup and I watched as she chugged it down followed by another one.

Oh no...

"Harry you cool?" Asked Liam, taking a seat next to me.

"No. I messed up," I said, looking at Jayda.

I explained the story to Liam leaving him shocked and a tad mad at me also.

"Harry cmon, that girl is amazing and you're just going to throw that away?"

"No.. I... I didn't think," I sighed.

"Cmon Harry, when it comes to her you shouldn't have to think especially if that's who you love."

"I do love her," I assured him.

"Do you?" He asked curiously walking away.

What the hell does that mean?

I once again stopped drinking at the sight of watching Jayda, She was once again dancing.

Deja vu

Jaydas POV

I moved my body caressingly to the music. I was actually enjoying myself even though I'm a tad tipsy.