Dream c.h

Dream, Something you want, you wish for it, you need it.

With the depressing state of mine I am in people try and get me to say what I would change about my life. Anything. I would always respond "Nothing," because I didn't know what I would change.
Nothing to wish for at 11:11
Nothing to wish on for shooting stars
Nothing to wish for when I through a penny in the fountain, Nothing.

Nothing to dream about.
Then it clicked, I couldn't count the amount of times I had said ",You don't get it," all the times I longed for him to hold me while I cry and say nothing while I cry.

Him
He understands me
He holds me
He is patient with me
Him
Only one problem, I don't know who he is. I couldn't finally respond when they asked me what I would change. He would be here, He is my dream.