What If I told you I loved you...would you love me back?

Our friendship never will be same again. It was ruined by us. When someone said 'dating your bestfriend is nice till you breakup' I felt it. We was not even in the stage of lovers but we still ruined it. Cant blame Billy for everything, When he kissed me, I kissed him back. He mistook me as someone else, but I am not. I love him, and he is not.