A/N: Okay guys, I wrote this story 6 years ago, 2015. I was a 16-year-old kid at that time and this story isn't perfect. But it was a very popular book and I hope all you KYY/MaNan fans like it :) An aspiring writer. Her strikingly handsome millionaire subject. Attraction. Lust. Desires. And a Pact that entailed it all. She was hurt by someone who once claimed to love her. He never loved. Three weeks and various unpredictable encounters later... something happened. A change of heart, a need that surpassed the desire, a new feeling.. But was it to stay? Her fate, she believed, was sealed years ago. So she let it all go. Every fibre of her being screeched and yelled against it but the seal of her fate was a tightly wound. The one who never believed in love was now broken beyond repair by someone he actually fell for and that was something he just couldn't let go of. So if not with love he kept her in his heart filled with hatred. Three months later he finds a journal. Her journal. The fog clears and the truth shows it self. With the series of truths revealed to him he begins the search. Will he find her? Will love last forever? Will the hurt be healed? Will fate change its design?