Love and Hate

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Maybe I'm just a dumb rubber peg
Probably a loose screw from the pack
The black sheep
The one that got away

The forgotten breed
The last of my kind
Premier royalty might run in my narrow veins
But my veins may not hold

But maybe I'm the better one
The one who would bring everyone together
But my pained mind has placed a limit on my functions
I only wish for pain for you

Maybe that's why I'm this way
Crooked and wired to the side
Lost and not ready to be found by scavengers
I don't know what to think anymore

I guess I should have given myself  time to figure it out from day and night
I guess the rage blinded me
Blurring the lines and making me intoxicated

What happened to forever
What happened to you first
What happened to us

I do know what happened
We couldn't decipher what we felt
We still haven't
Our feelings that we didn't guard

Now we still don't know if it was love or hate.        
    


                                                   -AR🌸

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