Novocaine (Phan)

Chapter 4

*recap*

BANG! The real Phil rushed in.

"Dan we need to talk."

•DANS POV•
Song recommendation: I'm not okay (I promise) by My Chemical Romance.

I had heard those words before. 'We need to talk.' It was an, "I don't like you like you like me." "I want you to leave me alone." And an "you repel me." In one sentence. "We need to talk." I straightened up. "What about?" He questioned. "Us, I feel like." I cut him off. "I'm going to save myself the pain Phil. I get that you don't like me. Yes, I like you. A lot, more than I've like anyone in a long time. I also know why you don't like me. I'm ugly, plain, and boring. I think you should leave."

Phil stood up. He hovered at the door for a second. He looked me in the eyes and whispered. "You are so bright. You are the light at the end of the dark tunnel." I would of swore I saw tears in his eyes as he walked away. I collapsed onto my bed in defeat. I could feel the black of my walls closing in on me. I stood up, I started this and I was going to fix it.

"Phil!" Dean screamed down the hallway. He was walking towards the balcony. "PHIL!" He shouted again. I began began to walk as he got closer to the edge. I took off. My legs running as fast as I could. I grabbed Phil and whirled him around. "Phil." I cupped his face in my hand. "Phil look at me!" I desperately ran my hands acrossed his cheeks. "I love you please. Don't jump." Phil looked at me. His eyes were red and puffy. "Okay." He squeaked. "Okay?" I asked. "Okay." He confirmed.

I took his hand and guided him back to his room. This time it was my turn to hold him with all my strength. I Held him as he cried. "I don't hate you Dan. It's the exact opposite. I like you Dan. I like you too much. I like the way your straighten your hair because you don't like your curly hair. I like way your eyes shine when you talk about something you like. I like your accent and the way you talk. I like your smile." He stared up at me. "I think I'm in love with you." He stammered.

I felt hot tears rolling down my face. He wiped them away. "I-I love you too Phil." He looked down and blushed. His cheeks were stained with tears. I wish I wasn't the cause of his pain. I think that's what love is, desperately wishing you could take their hurt away. I cupped Phil's face and brought it to my own. Our lips brushed and fireworks exploded. Scratch that, nuclear explosions went off. He held onto my waist and buried his head into the crook of my neck. I kissed the top of his head. He sniffled a bit and rested his head in an angle where he could see me. I pecked his lips once more.

"Dan, earlier I came to tell you I liked you. Being told that you think you are plain and ugly broke my heart because I can't explain to you how wrong you are. You don't know how lucky I am to meet you. To know your name. You are so bright. You are the light at the end of my dark tunnel."

He finished his little speech and I was a sobbing mess. I blubbered into Phil's hair. He only pulled me closer. I could feel him swallowing. I matched my breaths with his. We breathed each other in and out. For the rest of the night we enjoyed each other's company and stole kisses. At around 12:30 I felt myself growing sleepy. "Phil? When will you fall asleep?" He shrugs into my body. "I'm going to say 3-ish." I hum an okay and feel myself fade into darkness.

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