Seventeen Imagines

00: Our Last Christmas

Do you still remember your christmas together with your girlfriend or boyfriend?

Well mine yes, our christmas no... our LAST christmas. Yeah our last christmas together.

I remember that...

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"Yah! Yung decorations baka masira!" sigaw ko habang inaayos ang sarili ko

I have been waiting for this day for a long time. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang magiging reaksyon niya pag nagpropose ako sa kanya.

Ilang oras din yung ginugol namin matapos lang itong decorations sa room niya. I prepare a gift for her also and the ring she wanted, those are the times we only dream.

Nang marinig ko ang pag gulong ng gulong ng wheelchair ni Y/N lahat kami ay nagsipag tago na.

I wish this Christmas proposal was a very memorable to us.

I saw Y/N with his mom, namamaga yung mata ni tita at yung labi ni Y/N ay medyo namumuti na.

Nang inangat nila ang tingin nila para bang nakakita sila ng isang box ng shanghai. Ang ganda siguro nung pagkakadesign namin.

Pumila na yung mga tropapits ko sa harap ni Y/N saka binigyan siya isa isa ng rosas. She smiled, and that smile makes my heart flutter.

Nang mabigyan siya ng mga tropapits ko ng roses inaalalayan muna siya ni tita humiga sa higaan niya.

"Asan si Cheol?" she asked, i smile widely nang marinig kong hinahanap niya ako. Hindi niya talaga makakalimutan yung gwapo niyang future husband.

Dahan dahan akong naglakad sa papunta sa kaniya. Sana naman Y/N isang 'yes' yung sasabihin mo saken ah.

For the 2nd time she smile again. Cute.

"Y/N..." I slowly walk towards to her.

Kinuha ko na yung maliit na box sa bulsa ko at saka iniluhod ang isa kong binti. She's trying not to cry, why? Tears of joy ba Y/N?

"Y/N antagal na nating nagsama. Whenever you are sad, whenever you are happy, whenever you are angry I am here by your side. Y/N I love you from the bottom of my heart" i said at saka binuksan ang box na kung saan yung singsing na gusto niya dati pa.

"S-Seungcheol i-i'm s-sorry" .I lifted my gaze to her. She's crying, w-why?

"Why?" I'm trying not to cry too but... My tears fell

"C-cheol I'm sorry. I know we have been dreaming of this for a long time but cheol im sorry, im really really sorry" hingal na hingal niyang sambit sa akin

"Seungcheol I love you" she said nang tumunog ang monitor na nakakabit sa kanya.

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My tears burst out when i remember those days.

The day that i expected to hear a 'yes' from her but 'sorry' I heard from her. Our last christmas together. The day she past away.

I prepare a lot just for her the decorations, the gift, a video message and also the ring that she wanted.

It supposed to be a happy ending for us Y/N but you gave up.

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.