"Yeonjun, you're not listening to me."Yeonjun rolls his eyes. Soobin stands at the center of Yeonjun's bedroom, he wears the older's black hoodie and matching sweatpants.
"Sit down," Yeonjun pats at the spot on the bed beside him. "You're still sick, and I know Advil doesn't work that fast so chill out. Your body... hurts, right?."
"Don't tell me what to do or feel."
Yeonjun scoffs, standing. "Then go ahead. Speak! I don't give a shit."
My head hurts. "Thank you. I don't need you to take care of me anymore, I feel better." My heads hurts. "I just got sick and my anxiety is making it worse or something, but I'm used to dealing with that so let me talk." Everything hurts.
"Go ahead."
"Well, for starters- I have
a bruise on my cheek."Soobin takes a step closer, pointing at his still throbbing skin. Yeonjun looks away, sucking in a breath.
"Look at me. You see it? Look."
He points at it, anger and confusion swirling in his tummy. "You've never done this before. You've never touched me like you did last night before, you-"
"Touched? I tackled you. It wasn't my
fault your legs kept trying to kick my head off!.""My button is broken!
I felt you everywhere-"Yeonjun takes a step forward, "What the fuck are you saying? I tackled you, it's not my fault your fucking button broke off. Jowoon fucked you up that bad, huh? He's gone now but you want me to be him sooo bad." He snarls.
"Shut up!" Soobin shouts, his face blushing red. The burning in his nose intensifies. "Shut up! It's not like that at all!"
But... I was talking to Beomgyu about Jowoon yesterday... What if I did think...
"I... I know what happened, Yeonjun. I was there, below you-"
"No, I don't think you do. Why would I do that?
I want you to... to be with me. Why
would I ruin my chances?"Soobin shakes his head. "You should've
thought of that before hitting me.""I threw something at you!
I never hit you. You hit me."Soobin huffs, getting frustrated. "Then why?! I don't care anymore how you did things. But, why? I didn't do anything! Just because I was on g-grindr? I told you, I'm gay. Yeonjun. So don't freak out when I do gay shit!"
The older looks away, visibly repulsed before fixing Soobin with a state that cuts right through him.
"My issue with you is that you flaunt it." Yeonjun snaps back, "You're lucky I see you as Soobin first and a fag second. How the fuck could you kiss Beomgyu, and then I saw what was on your fucking phone- are you that much of an idiot? The others won't do what I did if word gets around, they'll destroy you. If you would've stayed classy babe, then none of this would've happened."
Yeonjun finally takes a breath, he watches as Soobin stares at him with a blank expression. He continues,"That's probably why you got sick. You're sensitive. So stop fucking up, stop making mistakes if the consequences are gonna hurt you, why even take that chance? Be smart so I don't have to snap at you; I care about you so much it makes me crazy. Beomgyu is gonna tell everyone, you know that right?"
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FanfictionSoobin and Yeonjun are childhood best friends whose already complicated relationship evolves into something bizarre and borderline insane after Soobin turns eighteen. - {M}{18+}{TW} |ongoing - active| - !you don't need any knowledge on the group t...