me right now realizing i started this book on new years last year so this book is gonna be a year old in 2 days🥲
i decided to stop writing the book after only writing like 6 chapters cause i lost hope then started back up again like a lot of months later and it's crazy how far it's comea few days later
y/n pov:
i was scrolling through tiktok and liking fan edits when i got a DM
DM from: mar
mar: hi y/n, um i know it's been a bit since i've talked with you and the last time i saw u wasn't the best but i thought we could get to know each other, not as a relationship just friends! i know your with mattia
y/n: uh hi mar! and sure you seem like a great friendi texted mattia before i sent that and he said he didn't care but if he flirts or something just stop texting him
and i agreemar: so can i get ur number?
y/n: uh yeah it's **********text from: **********
?: hi it's mar
y/n: heyy
mar: so do you wanna like grab lunch tomorrow?
y/n: just us or with people? cause we can invite des, she's super cool
mar: is she single
y/n: yes, her and robert are taking things slow from a predicament
mar: oh ok, can it just be us?i texted mattia and he said no to just us lmaomakes sense why
i told mar i'll go if we can bring mattia kairi and des since they are freemar: fine
y/n: is that a problem? mattia just doesn't feel comfy with just us and i'm gonna respect that
mar: it's cool, see you tomorrowi went back to commenting on fan edits and stuff till i fell asleep
the next day
i got dressed into that and picked up the three on the way to the restaurant
right when we walked in i saw mar sitting at a booth
mattia looked a little annoyed so i gave his hand a quick squeeze and he smiled down at memar: hey y/n
mar came up to us and gave me a hug
i pulled away kinda fast cause i didn't even think he was gonna do that
y/n: hi mar
des: hi i'm des
he gave her a smile and smiled at kairi and mattia
kairi: hey mar it's been a while
he dabbed him up and mattia nodded and dabbed him up toomar: ok so i got us a table, y/n ur sitting next to me right
he laughed and nudged my side
y/n: sure
mar sat down then i went next to him and mattia was on the other side of medes and kairi took the other side and fought for who gets inside and who gets outside
i swear they fight like siblings tbh
des ended up getting the inside and kai rolled his eyes at hertext from mattia
mattia: dw i got my eyes on him
y/n: i'm fine baby lmaooo
mattia: if he tries anything he's gone
i smiled a little at the text then put my phone down and layed my head on mattia shoulderi ordered *whatever u wanna eat* and the rest of them ordered what they wanted and we talked about influencer events and random stuff
text from mar
mar: is it bad i wanna kiss you right now
i shifted around in my seat panicking a bit
y/n: yes it is mar what
mar: sorry i just had to say it it's been killing me
ready/n: uh i'm gonna use the bathroom, des wanna come with me please
des: sure, kairi move your fat ass now
kairi: no bitch!
he said in his high pitch voice
des: ok then
she walked over him making sure to step on himkairi: OW WTF
des: i asked u to move
they flipped eachother off and i laughedi showed des the text and her mouth dropped
des: who says that when they know the other persons in a healthy relationship
y/n: i have no idea and idk what to doauthor note:
what should happen
YOU ARE READING
can u not- Mattia Polibio
FanfictionMattia wants her very bad, but does she want him?