can u not- Mattia Polibio

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narrator pov:

as they were driving the 30 minutes back to des house slight convo was made here and there but other than that silent
she was just stressed

y/n didn't even see any of the other boys so she was  worried about them and mattia was a whole different story

should she have left him there by himself ?
was she overreacting ?
how would all of them get home if they are that drunk ?

she decided to break the silence
y/n: should we have left them there? how will they get home??

she heard them both let out a breath
des pulled the car over at a random spot to think

des: wanna pick them up?
she sighed
y/n: yes please, then we'll just drop them at mattias or something, kairi can chill with us
des: fine

she turned around and des stayed in the car to clean out the backseat for room
me and kairi went in hand in hand to stay safe

*y/n pov:

i wiped my tears and fixed myself before walking in

y/n: there's mattia but i'm scared to go up to him
kairi: ok let's start with alejandro, he's over there on that couch

we walked over and sat next to him
y/n: hey ale, you alright
ale: oh- uhm, hi
he tried to stand up and collapses back on the couch
me and kairi team work to stand him up
we walked slowly to mattia, since i have kairi and ale (sort of) with me i felt braver

i walked up to mattia
y/n: please come with me. no questions. i'm not changing my thoughts on you right now, just come.
he rolled his eyes
mattia: what they fuck are u ruining the fun for
y/n: ur gonna hurt urself mattia
mattia: such a bitch

he said looking over at the jerks that bullied kai
kairi put his head down and went more behind ale

all the jerks laughed and ale stayed silent (prob in a diff world)

y/n: mattia please don't fight it and just come on

he groaned looking down at me
but this time his eyes softened when they met mine
but right when looked at the jerks he turned back to whatever he's being right now
mattia: and get ur slutty ass outta here damn!
one of the jerks: she could get it in that top thoooo

i hid myself with my arms lightly looking down
i saw mattias hands ball into fits then soften then ball up again
his jaw clenched but he kept his cool

mattia: fuck, take this
he took off his hoodie wearing a white shirt underneath
a smirk grew on my face as i thought for a second
y/n: no
i smiled to myself
mattia: wtf, no take this

y/n: nope, since you have all this shit to say about me you must not care about me or what i'm wearing, right polibio?
i said walking back a bit more towards ale

his jaw clenched once again and the other guys laughed
mattia: it's not fucking funny bitchasses and hop off my girlfriend jake
(jake was the one that said she could get it)

y/n: oh i think ur forgetting, i called us off till ur back to the mattia i know and love

his eyes softened and teared up slightly at me saying that
y/n: so come with me or not, i don't give a flying fuck! leave me alone if ur gonna be an ass all the sudden, this isn't you mattia what's wrong with you

i grabbed ale and kairis hands and walked out

i felt a grab on my shoulder and turned around seeing mattia with tears in his eyes
mattia: i'll come
i nodded and he stumbled around trying to keep up

i sighed going to help him and kairi helped ale
mattia went in the kiss me but i pushed him away

mattia: what'd u do that for

y/n: don't think you coming with me made me happy with you, your still not yourself and the things you've said hurt me. we're dropping you guys at someone's house, kairis staying with me and des
mattia: that's not fair!
y/n: kairi is nice and you were bitches to him
mattia: whatever, are we almost at the car
y/n: kind of

we finally got to the car and me and kairi ran in and grabbed robert and alvaro, they weren't that drunk and they were just chatting with random people so they were easy to take with me

i got in the backseat,
the seating went mattia, alvaro, me and robert
then kairi and des in the front

i didn't want to be near mattia
we dropped them off at mattias cause his parents aren't home tonight
then me kairi and des all went to des house

we'll deal with all this in the morning when we're all sober
ugh

author note:
long ass fuckin chapter be grateful loves❤️
anyways who wants to go salsa dancing 💃🏽