can u not- Mattia Polibio

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kairi pov:

today we're all visiting y/n per usual
mattias actually coming today for the first time in a while
i don't know why he never comes, kinda suspicious

we checked in at the hospital and i went in first

kairi: hey y/n
i said grabbing a chair and sitting next to her bed
of course there was no answer but it's proven that people in comas can hear what your saying

kairi: i just miss you so much, i need to hear your laugh one more time. i really hope what the doctors are saying is true but it's been so long since you've been gone

i sighed lightly

kairi: i haven't told anyone in the group about this cause normally i tell you these things but i've just been so depressed lately, i don't know if it's from being away from my home and family for so long or you being gone but life hasn't felt the same in a while. i wish we could have one of our 3 am deep convos again cause they really really help me.

my eyes watered a small bit but i just wiped them and stood up

kairi: now mattias gonna come see u, bye bitch i love you

i walked out and went to the seating area and sat next to ale
mattia looked down and stood up
he breathed heavy then walked into her room, shutting the door

mattia pov:

right as i saw her lying there i teared up but brushed it off

i sat in the chair kairi already pulled over and just sat there in silence staring at her
i smiled to myself but shortly remembered she's not mine anymore
and she probably will never be mine

i talked to her for a bit just pouring my heart out but that's personal shit and of course talked about us
i hope she can hear me

i sighed and remembered everyone else wants to see her to so i gave her hand a small squeeze and got up walking out
it would be weird to kiss her at a time like this and lowkey taking advantage while she is in a different world basically

everyone else talked with her and we left back to the hotel

polybioh: the group wants to completely clarify that we are all ok and y/n has been in a coma. she should be ok and we're taking everyday slowly. please be with us and respect that we won't be very active for a bit. we will stay in as much touch as we can with you guys because we want you to know everything too but we barley know anything. thank you so much for being the best supporters out there and we all love you- the NJ group❤️

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authors note:

this book is coming to an end in a couple more chapters eeeeeekkkkk
might do a sequel if y'all want it