can u not- Mattia Polibio

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y/n pov:

the nurse came in today saying it's severe pneumonia
she said i only have to stay tonight and i can leave tomorrow at anytime

i texted the group and told them the news and they were all ecstatic about it
they haven't seen me in weeks cause i've been sick for weeks but i was only in the hospital for 2 3ish nights

the few nights i have been at the hospital i've picked around at the meals they gave me but other than that nothing
since i'm starting to slowly feel better i'm going to start eating again

btw ale is good now, he definitely had pneumonia just a small version of it and it died down to a cold

the next day: y/n leaves hospital

my mom helped me to the car and we drove back to my house
i'm in bed all day today so i called mattia

mattia: how ya feeling
y/n: a lot better, i ate a banana this morning and haven't thrown up!
mattia: that's good!
y/n: are you ok? ur eye bags are huge
mattia: yeah i'm good just having trouble sleeping
y/n: you know i'm always here to listen right?
mattia: yeah i know im fine i promise
y/n: ok if u ever feel like telling me something i'm here

he nodded and we continued to talk
mattia: when will i be able to seeee youuu
y/n: uhhh good question idk maybe when i'm not contagious
mattia: ugh
he held his stomach making me make a confused face
y/n: mattia what's going on?
mattia: just stress has made me lose my appetite
y/n: please eat something i will with you if that helps

he nodded so i texted my mom to bring me water and small sandwich

y/n: ok i have my stuff do you have yours
mattia: yes i got water and leftovers

i ate together slowly because either way i gotta eat slow to make sure it digests correctly and i don't throw up
we finished and the biggest smile came on my face
mattia: haven't seen that smile in a while!
y/n: i'm just happy i helped
mattia: u always help, just you existing helps

we laughed and i felt ✨appreciated✨

anyways when mattia had to go cause gianluca wanted to hang with him i called kairi

kairi: hey budddd how ya doinnnn
y/n: ur so weird, like i'm questioning why i called u
kairi: and ur so mean, i'm questioning why i answered
y/n: ok whatever loser, i'm feeling better

we talked for like 2 hours and streamed for his twitch
we played with random people instead of the group cause it's funnier

kairi: ok i gotta go eat dinner, bye bye love you
y/n: bye love u too

i put my phone down and decided to sleep
what else is there to do lol

the next day

my mom said since i feel fine and have eaten without throwing up mattia can come over
he has to be distanced but at least he can come

i called him and told him the news and he put the camera down and jumped all around his room making me laugh

i decided to look better for him coming so i got ready for the day
i showered and brushed my teeth
i put sweatpants with a crop top on and brushed my hair out

mom: wow you cleaned yourself up!!
y/n: ughh i hate how skinny i got
i said wrapping my hands around my waist
mom: chill you look gorgeous always!! keep eating regularly and you'll get better
i nodded and went downstairs to get a granola bar

mom: i don't know if i was thinking a 50 calorie granola bar but you got the spirt
i laughed and rolled my eyes

y/n: ok imma sanitize my death bed a bit!
she laughed and agreed i should do that

i cleaned up my room as best i could and waited for him to come

author note:
chile anyways