can u not- Mattia Polibio

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(little reminder that nobody knows what happened with y/n and mattia except y/n and mattia)

mattia pov:

i sat on the curb not caring just letting my heart out
tears upon tears came out
i was tired of keeping all the pain bottled up inside of me

i look over at my really cracked phone because i slammed it on the concrete
mattia: fuckkk
i looked at it again and someone ended up calling me

it was kairi

i quickly wiped my eyes and tried to seem as normal as possible
my eyes were all red and puffy but it's not a facetime
mattia: uh h-hey what's u-up
kairi: get to the hospital r-right now
and he hung up

what the fuck
i got an uber asap and got to the hospital

lady behind desk: hi what are u here for
mattia: i'm not really sure i was called to come here
lady: a name?
mattia: uh kairi cosentino
lady: oh, go to hallway F and wait with all those other kids, i'm really sorry by the way

i looked at her confused but thanked her and went to where she told me to go
i was kinda nervous cause like, who got hurt?
i mean i know y/n and i but not in that way, i hope not

i got there and the whole group was taking over the waiting area looking life less
kairi had his head on des lap with a few tears coming out
des had dried tears and puffy eyes
alejandro was on the phone with someone but his phone was all cracky
and the rest of them just sat in their chairs with puffy red eyes not saying anything
and i'm guessing y/n is back at the hotel room, so who got hurt???

mattia: um what happened
des: y/n...
i instantly started panicking
mattia: what??? what happened? is she ok? where is she? can i go see her? please tell me she's ok?

i asked a million questions while castle pacing and running my hairs through my hair
i think they could tell i was about to have a panic attack so kairi got up and hugged me tight
i really needed that

des pov:

i looked over at the rest of the boys looking for how to tell him

y/n is in a coma

we're all obviously freaking out but we know mattia will take the news the worst
he needs her to live, to calm him down, to get him through everything

des: um mattia come over her
he sat down where kai was
des: i gotta tell you something
i grabbed his hand and squeezed it quickly to make sure he knows were with him through anything

(also pls don't make des and mattias friendship into a whole "oh des is being a fake friend or something cause it's not like that they just have a close friendship so yeah, and never in this book will des do that)

des: the doctor came out and told us news on y/n
mattia: what his he say
he started to breath super heavy so kai came over and held his other hand
des: y/n got hit by a car really badly and is in a coma

he instantly broke down in sobbing tears which made the rest of us instantly cry too
i think it's just seeing someone that never cries in front of anyone just break down really hurts you

alejandro came over when he hung up the phone and hugged me mattia and kai one at a time when he saw us all crying

he started to tear up again too

i hope y/n knows how much of an impact she has on us all
she's the glue and the greatest person of all time and i really need her right now

des: w-who were u on the phone w-with
i whispered to ale
ale: her mom
he said wiping his eyes

we're all the way in LA and her moms in NJ so it must be horrible for her i feel terrible
but now we all gotta stay here till she wakes up

kairi pov:

god i can't survive without y/n, what am i gonna do
she's the reason i'm still here like she gives me the little bit of motivation i have

i can't stop thinking about all the amazing and fun memories we've had or even just our last convo we had
it was so deep and meaningful and we just opened up even more than we already have

she really didn't want to be at that party, i wish i listened to her and took her back to the hotel or something
i know i shouldn't blame myself but i can't help it

i miss all the times i would come over and me and her would be so energetic and crazy all the time and do crazy shit and we wouldn't even film it or anything, just live in the moment cause that's just what y/n is all about tbh

i know i could be over reacting but what if she doesn't wake up, or if she's not the same y/n
i'm just panicking cause of my anxiety and i left my pills back at home
fuck

y/n pov:

my eyes felt like they opened, but everything was black
it was quiet horrifying
i could hear a few voices around me but i couldn't move, speak or see

??: i would give it a week she should be good
??: ok sounds good i'll go tell the kids out there that news and let them go home and get some rest

i was so confused i'm not sure where i am or who their talking about
i don't even know what got me here
i don't remember

author note:
some ideas please!!❤️❤️