can u not- Mattia Polibio

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y/n pov:

so the hotel room has two separate rooms and two separate bathrooms so me and des are in one room getting ready and the boys are in the other

this is what i'm wearing

this is what des is wearing

(if you don't like the dresses you can imagine something else!! pls don't attack me like y'all normally do i have feelings🥲)

we went into the bathroom to do our hair and makeup
i curled my hair and did simple but pretty makeup
des did the same but put her hair in a ponytail
we hyped eachother up and took hella photos

i posted us in a mirror selfie on my snap story and instagram

we waited for the boys to get finished and they said they were done so we walked in

mattia: holy fuck y/n, u look so good
i smiled at him and pecked his lips
robert: omg des you look stunning
she did the same as me and the rest of the boys hyped us up and we had a mini dance party

mattia pov:
i think i nutted.

back to y/n pov:

we all got in an uber and went to the party
it was like hella crowed so we all stayed together to not like die

y/n: ok ok let's get FUCKED UPPP
the whole group cheered and we kinda spilt up but no one went alone

me and des instantly went to the drinks and mattia, kairi, and robert followed behind

we took a few shots and went right to the dance floor

avani: omg hey y/n and des!!!
y/n: AVANI i haven't seen u in so long bae
i hugged her tight as i felt the alcohol run through me
anthony was next to her so i said hi to him as well
after talking for a few minutes and catching up they had to meet back with the people they came with

i took 2 more shots with des and turned around to see mattia talking to bryce and josh
y/n: oh h-heyyy boyzzzz
i said falling over a bit

mattia pov:

"oh jesus" i mumbled for only the 2 boys the hear

josh: hey y/n, how u been
y/n: really good tbh
bryce: hi y/n, u liking the party
y/n: yessssss

i picked y/n up a bit to keep her from falling and took the empty shot glass she was gripping onto our of her hand
y/n: y-you look so hot mattia
i laughed a bit to myself
mattia: thanks

i was just holding some mixed drink in my hand and drinking from it once an a while cause i didn't want to get too drunk and not be able to watch over y/n

y/n: i'm gonna go find kairi, des wanna come?
she was practically screaming
mattia: wait can u fix my hair for me quickly

she had me bend down a bit and she ruffled her hands through it till it was the way i like it, then smiled at me, kissed me and left
she's so adorable

y/n pov:

i took des's hand to not get lost and we went to find kairi and the other boys
we found kairi sitting at a table with robert and they were taking a few shots too

y/n: hi bestieeee
i went and sat next to kairi leaning my head on his shoulder
kairi: hi y/n!!
he squeezed my hand lightly making me smile

u could tell just by his body language that he was pretty drunk and same with robert

we stayed talking to them for a while till two girls came over and sat with us
i have no idea who they are but it could be the alcohol

??: y/n is that you?
y/n: uhh yes?
??: perfect!

i was really confused and kinda scared, i don't like not having control of myself and i was aware i didn't
my vision started to get a little blurry and i felt someone grab my cup out of my hands
i started to panic from the confusion and found kairis hand again and squeezed it
y/n: kairi! kairi are u there omfg
kairi: yes yes i'm right here what's wrong???

i sighed of relief and felt my cup come back to me

??: oops! must've grabbed the wrong cup

i was really sus about the cup thing but brushed it off a bit

an hour later

at this point i couldn't even see and i hadn't drank anything in a while except that cup i was holding
i don't know if i was with someone cause everything was blurry
i heard faint talking and it sounded kind of like alejandro but idk

that's when everything went black and i hit the floor...
hard...

authors note:
hi my kings and queen
how are we all doing!!