y/n pov
i was getting ready to sleepover avas and she told me we were going out for dinner first so i put on this
with my white air forces
i facetimed mattia while i finished my look
*on ft*
mattia: hiii
y/n: hey ugly
mattia: why u dressed up
y/n: ava said we're going out to dinner
mattia: cool anyone else going?
y/n: no idea why
i said tying my shoesmattia: no reason, if she invites people ur uncomfortable with i can always pick u up
y/n: ok
*ding*
she's here! i'll text u the whole night byeeemattia: byeee
i hung up the phone and walked downstairs to avas car
"heyyy"
"hii! btw sorry i didn't say something before but tonight when me and u get back from dinner i might invite these three guy friends of mine over, that ok?"
ava explained"uh yeah ofc"
we ate at chipotle and had a rly great time
when we got to ava's house a car arrived with 3 boys walking out of it
they were pretty tall, looked about 6' and def not ugly
i went to open the door awkwardly cause ava was preparing snacks
"uh hi i'm y/n"
"hi i'm mar!"
i gave him a slight hug
"yo i'm diego"
"and i'm chris!"
me and ava hugged them all and invited them in
they seemed pretty chill but i'm kinda shy so i was lowkey awkward but i just texted mattia instead
*on imessage*
y/n: hi mattia
mattia: yo wassup
y/n: ava invited 3 fucking guys over
mattia: wtf
y/n: pls don't go protective mode they chill
also don't tell ale or the rest of the boysmattia: ok fine but pls keep me updated
we texted a lil more then i put my phone down
"wanna watch a movie?"
ava saidwe all nodded and put on a scary movie
i didn't rly wanna sit next to the guys so i sat on the end next to ava
"come on shawtyy i know u wanna sit w me"
chris said"nah i'm good honestly"
i layed my head on avas shoulder still feeling a bit un comfy but knowing avas here made me less
"i'll just come to u!!"
oh god..
chris sat way to close for comfort and placed his hand high on my thigh
i felt wicked uncomfortable so i said i'm going to the bathroom
my eyes started to water
*on ft*y/n: "mattia"
i stuttered trying not to crymattia: "omg y/n what's wrong"
y/n: " i sat away from the boys cause i was un comfy and then Chris came and sat way to close to me and put his hand on my thigh like way to high and was moving it around and shit and i feel so un comfy here and i don't know when they're leaving"
i blurted out with even breathing
all mattia said was "i'm on the damn way"
and hung upmy breathing calmed down and i went back but sat on the floor
"uh ava mattia is coming to pick me up cause i, uh, realized i had something today. i'm sorry"
"it's ok girl, i'll help u get ur stuff"
mattia arrived and when i peaked thru the window he looked MAD
his jaw was clenched and he literally looked like a dad picking up his daughter from school after getting expelled
i slowly walked out and got into the car
"heyyy, how y'all doinn"
i said mimicking the tiktok soundhe smiled a little but tried to hide it
he drove away fast glaring at the 3 boys in the window
mattia pov:
ya i was fucking mad
she's mine first of all and second she's sad and un comfy
as a habit type thing i put my hand just on her leg while i was and she literally flinched
"y/n..."
"y-yes"
"why did u just flinch"
"i'm sorry i just- i got flashbacks and shit i'm sorry"
she started to break downi felt horrible i shouldn't have said that
i pulled over and hugged her tight letting her know i was there and nothing was gonna happen
i drove to my house and since my parents weren't home and y/n parents thought she was at avas she was ok to stay over
we cuddled and talked to whole night and finally fell asleep
author note:
this a long ass chapter pls appreciate it🥺🥺
but ya it took a while so give it 💋
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