can u not- Mattia Polibio

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(every couple monthly reminder that covid doesn't exist in this book unless i decide to and if i do i'll tell y'all)

⚠️⚠️also possible trigger for people who don't like the talk about throwing up, there's no showing of throw up but if you don't like the thought then this is just a warning⚠️⚠️

narrator pov:

y/n woke up and didn't feel good so she skipped school
she was throwing up and her stomach was aching, it turns out Alejandro was the same way and was throwing up when he hadn't even ate anything

they both didn't know what kind of sickness it was because they hadn't been near anyone sick anytime recently
y/n facetimed ale cause she knew he was home too

y/n: hi ale
ale: i've never been in so much pain
y/n: same my stomach is collapsing
ale: like i can't stop throwing up and i haven't eaten anything what do we do
y/n: same, idk but if this goes any longer than 1 day i'm out
ale: same, we can't hang with anyone too

y/n pov:
we kept talking till we felt light headed and like we were gonna throw up
right when we hung up i ran to the toilet and threw up
i just wanna hang out with mattia and my friends but i can't till this horrible sickness goes away

after school
me and ale group called the friend group and told them about our day and our sickness
y/n: ok imma go take another nap
ale: same goodnight

a few days later

i stayed home again and again and again because i feel the exact same as i have been and same with ale

i just wish it didn't last this long

i facetimed ale for a bit every once in a while since it's really boring
i binged a few netflix shows and slept
that's how everyday has been going

then when school ended mattia called me
mattia: how ya feeling?
y/n: horrible, still haven't eaten a single piece of food and i'm throwing up nothing at this point, fucking  organs
mattia: your gonna lose so much weight
y/n: i know and that's not good cause i'm already too skinny
mattia: try and eat something
y/n: no cause i'm just gonna throw it up, also i have no appetite

we talked for a bit and even though i look like a mess he still calls me pretty

(bitch your pale asf, you have the biggest bags under your eyes they could carry groceries, yo bones finna show through soon and your hair, don't even get me started) 

i just wanna feel better soon cause i can't handle this any longer

author note:
hey queens, and yes i'm bullying myself for having a fast metabolism rn😭