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mattia pov:
a couple days later

today me and jas are telling y/n the reason we have been ignoring her and i really don't think it's gonna end well..
first of all we ignored her for like 2 weeks and we have horrible reasons

oh shit it was a bad idea...

well i guess we just gotta go for it
i feel horrible and i have barley been sleeping

i went and picked up jas and the car ride was silent as ever

i knocked on y/n door, been a while since i've done that...

i heard footsteps as the door opened
it was y/n,
still gorgeous even with huge bags under her puffy eyes and red face, and sweats
she's always gorgeous

she looked like she was holding back tears

y/n: h-hi
her voice cracked
right when her voice cracked i broke down and cried
i did this to her.
jas: h-hi y/n, we gotta tell you something ok?
jas voice was cracking too

i just wanted to squeeze her little self so tight and know that everything will be okay, but it won't.

we went to her living room, it was a mess

mattia: uh, where is everyone
y/n: my parents are away for a month...
shit it just gets worse
mattia: ok so we came to uh tell you...the truth
she nodded, a tear sliding down her cheek

we told her everything start to finish and by the end we were all in sobbing tears
she ran up to her room when she finished slamming the door as we heard her screams to her pillow
my heart broke.

we told the whole group a couple days before that we were telling her so they started talking to her again which i could see a small bit of happiness in her from that

im a horrible person
i've probably lost her forever




y/n pov:

never. cried. harder....

i told them to get out
i need to be alone

i called kairi quickly

*on ft*

kairi: OMG Y/N WHATS WRONG
y/n: *tells him everything*
kairi: your so strong i'm so sorry y/n
we talked a little longer and i told him i wanna be alone

i watched christmas movies by myself the rest of the night
i wasn't that sad by the next morning
probably just numb but i felt like i could leave the house and do something

i watched christmas movies by myself the rest of the nighti wasn't that sad by the next morning probably just numb but i felt like i could leave the house and do something

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i put this on and went to the park near my house
i brought brunch with me and ale and kai met me there

we talked and laughed
that was the first time i laughed in like 2 weeks

ale: girlll u need to have a full on GLOW UP and show ALLLLL THOSE HOES
i laughed and agreed

y/n: i love you guys
ale and kairi: we love you too!!!






author note:
damn i'm dying over here
what should happen😳😳😳😳

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