THE thought of Sakusa sharing his umbrella with that girl who's name seemed to be stuck like at the back of his palms was haunting him, moreover the fact that why her name was on the tip of his tongue, reminded him of her, disgusting him.
Why couldn't he just say no? He thought a lot about it but what if that sickness caught her and she died but just like she said, and he vividly remembered, people don't die of sprained ankles, the case was pretty much the same with stuffy or runny nose. He shrugged at the thought of it.
He made a regretful decision sharing an umbrella, but nothing to worry, everyone make mistakes. Life isn't perfect, it doesn't have to be, but who'd tell this to his germophobic self.
Making his way home, His outer appearance seemed pretty calmed down, like a normal seventeen year old boy making his way home, having his teenage problems. But from the inside he felt disgusted by his very existence. He felt the need, NEED for a bath. He took out he sanitized the umbrella, from where he was holding it.
Reaching his comfort place, his very home, where he was 24/7 alone, he sighed as he rushed for a bath not taking his mind off y/n. Not that he was thinking of y/n intentionally but she seemed to pop out of nowhere, just like a song lyrics you can't stop singing, that's not even your favourite song.
He took a long bath and changed into his PJ's. He quietly settled down on his bed and took out a book out of shelf. He wasn't much of a reader but it was the only thing that made him relax his mind and get it off those stupid dreams which started to creep him out now.
Time passed swiftly as the moon shined from his window, alone but beautiful like humans. He put down his book and got ready to sleep although he didn't want to. He didn't want to dream. about anything, anyone. He prayed for the dreams to go away as he closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
he was in the school, in his volleyball court when he ran to drink some water in the half time. he was sweating but didn't seem to mind it. He used a towel on his face as he walked to the entrance of the court, drinking his water front the bottle.
there he heard a laughter and moved his eyes there to see from where that loud laugh came from. What he saw, mesmerized him. Like he could just focus on the mouth of that unknown girl. When she laughed dearly, it seemed like the stars were in that mouth, like the entire universe belonged in that mouth.
For that moment, her laughter seemed like the music he would die to hear for the second time. He wanted her to laugh again but second time doesn't always exists.
He woke up. damn. Why always at that moment? Why always at a moment he decides to walks up to that girl. To see her. That unknown girl who is driving him crazy. He checked the clock, it was 5 am. He sighed. He rubbed his temples almost feeling like crying. He got up from his bed and started practicing volleyball just like always.
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i long for your touch in my dreams || sakusa
Fanficwhere a germophobe unknowingly steps out of his comfort zone when he couldn't help but find himself tangled up with a girl who is nowhere near his expectations of being 'clean'. #2 in sakusaxreader #6 in germaphobe #8 in oppositeattracts #13 in haik...