THE day was tiring as always and why wouldn't it be? After a long day of playing volleyball Sakusa always craved for a long, comfortable bath. He would often dream about lying in the bath tub, just floating during his plays rather than to focus on the ball In front of him but when he came to play, no body seemed to stand in the same league as his.
no matter how much he hated sweating, his love for volleyball was even more immense. All the disgusting sweat he'd drip was worth it. He didn't know what he'd do without volleyball.
The practice was over and so was the school for the day. He showered at school and packed his bag. He made his way out of the school when he say someone cleaning her fingers with her skirt as she continued to munch on the packet of chips. "...disgusting." he mumbled under his breath and shook his head as he continued to make his way home.
Reaching home, he followed his usual routine by taking a nice shower then followed by a fulfilling meal. He preferred staying alone but his mother never for once failed to show affection by bringing him food every other day.
He requested his parents for a separate apartment, at first his mother immediately rejected.
How could a mother let his seventeen year old son live alone? But observing him from such young age she couldn't help but accept later. She felt bad how afraid he was, of touch, of letting someone's slipper into his room, of someone taking food out in the dish for him.
All the gestures considered as kindness was creating a source of anxiety for him and although, he himself hated him own self for that, he couldn't help it.
After an inner battle with her heart her mother agreed for his own good. She just hoped, one day she'd be able to see his son living a normal life like everyone else.
Sakusa, at first was sick of himself too. How kids his age would react to him when others eat at lunch, spitting and talking with food in their mouth or the little pieces of munched food coming out when they laughed or when one's biscuit would fall and he would just pick up and eat it. All those things made Sakusa almost vomit everytime.
He was disgusted by his surrounding and in return, people would hardly want to be his friends and even if they did, they would part eventually, getting fed up by his weird clean habits.
But now Sakusa grew used to it. He simply wouldn't care what other students think of him. What they would think about his 'cleanliness' for him, others were simply dirty. He made volleyball his life and his passion. Soon making his way into Japan's best aces and earning his name in the country.
The kids who used to make fun of him now looked for chances to talk to him, which was his biggest flex.
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i long for your touch in my dreams || sakusa
Fanficwhere a germophobe unknowingly steps out of his comfort zone when he couldn't help but find himself tangled up with a girl who is nowhere near his expectations of being 'clean'. #2 in sakusaxreader #6 in germaphobe #8 in oppositeattracts #13 in haik...