where a germophobe unknowingly steps out of his comfort zone when he couldn't help but find himself tangled up with a girl who is nowhere near his expectations of being 'clean'.
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he reaches out to touch, willingly, aware he doesn't like his skin touching others. but that moment, he did everything in his power to hold the wrist of the person walking away but the more he tried to hold, the distant that person got. He knew her, he knew her, he knew her. he didn't want her to walk away, "please." desperation escaped his lips as tears rolled down his cheeks, running towards her.
he wakes up sweating, panting, terrified of losing the sight of the person only to realise it was just a dream.
it became a bit vivid now, eyes that felt familiar, almost like he knew her.
"oh God." he rubbed his temples, still panting, almost crying because of the curse that was following him. when suddenly y/n's face appeared behind his closed lids.
he opened his eyes, shocked at his own mind. why would he think of her at this time? why? maybe hee hair resembles the hair of the girl in his dreams. maybe it was the eyes? maybe her li- why was he still thinking about her???
it was just yesterday when he was genuinely disgusted by the sight of her cleaning her fingers with her skirt and now he wished to touch the cheeks. he quickly let go of the thought as he got up from the bed and started jumping. exercise helped him escape thoughts but y/n came in again like she never left.
"STOP THINKING ABOUT HER!" he punched the wall, only hurt himself, now he had her on mind and a bruised fist. giving up, he sighed as he made his way to the bathroom to get ready for the day he wasn't quite ready for.
locking his front door, he saw zuko, solid disappointment masked on his face. "I still can't believe." he shook his head.
"i had to check something." sakusa locked the door and put the keys in his pockets.
"check what?" disappointment disappeared as his face lit up with curiosity.
"something." sakusa started walking.
"something something?" zuko grinned, smirking at his friend.
"she creeps me out." sakusa let out.
"then why did you invite her yesterday?"
"because i can't stop thinking about her."
"so you've got a crush??" zuko teased him with his grin and sakusa wished to punch his ridiculous face.
sakusa clicked his tongue," no way. ugh."
"so you don't mind me going after her?" zuko straightened up, removing the grin on his face.
sakusa stopped walking at this point, he didn't know if zuko was kidding or serious. he slowly moved his face to zuko to see zuko patiently waiting for his answer.
"i... why?"
"well I've been holding myself back since I thought you might like her and you don't so I can approach her."
approach her? what does he mean approach her? why the hell did zuko even thought sakusa could like her. why would sakusa like her? does zuko likes her?
the last question set something down in his heart like someone blew on the candle. why does zuko has to like y/n of all girls in the school? he didn't appreciate the idea much.
after realising he's been in his thoughts for a little more than a minute, he looked at zuko who was looking at him with puppy eyes.
"i don't care. do whatever you want."
authors note
it's a birthday update!! y'all getting a treat for my birthday, hope you enjoyed!!
