i long for your touch in my dreams || sakusa

twenty one

(read the note at the end. :))

sakusa took you to the same ramyun place. he simply didn't know where else to take you. as you both seated, came the waiter and asked for your orders. he went with his usual while you went for something new.

it got a little awkward again, the reason sakusa left zuko behind, betrayed him like this was to see the reason behind all of this happening.

what he's been feeling for the past few days and what he felt just a few minutes ago, how could something, someone feel so familiar and you don't even know them yet. he wanted to figure out why he felt what he did.

one thing he noticed was that his dreams got a little vivid, like the vision clearing up when you  wear your glasses. the dreams, which he doubted had anything to do with you, but he needed to confirm. he knew he was the only one feeling this way but he wanted to know why did he feel such a force of pulling towards her, he wouldn't call it attraction because that would mean he likes you, which he didn't, that's what he's been telling himself, how could he? the way you bite your lower lip when feeling anxious was not adorable, it was disgusting with all the saliva on your lip now.

but the way you looked right now was making sakusa gulp hard, you bit your lower lip as you tucked a few strands of your hair behind your ear. he almost fell something, maybe even did, he couldn't tell with all what was going on around his head and his heart, all of this was new to him.

he removed his gaze when he realised he's been staring for too long now, although, strangely he didn't minded. he could look more, maybe a minute more or a lifetime who knew. the site of you wasn't as disgusting as he thought he would be, as he hoped it would be. it was rather, comforting, knowing you were in front of him, this disgusted him. he can't feel this way, specially about this grim reaper who tried to kill him.

after the meal arrived, you both took your time eating, sakusa, taking in every bite timely and in manner and you- not very much.

it was the only time things weren't awkward as you both got busy with food in front of you. after eating, sakusa offered to take you home and you declined but he insisted.

a few drops you felt on your head, not after long as you looked up, it started raining, "oh god."

none of you had an umbrella, sakusa stopped in disbelief, he always carried one with him and the only time he didn't, it rains? unbelievable.

he quickly grabbed your hand and ran towards the nearest shade. reaching the place he quickly lets go and wet his hands in the rain, you wondered why? it made you feel insecure, dirty.

"remember the last time it rained?." he ran his hand through his almost wet hair. you were surprised he remembered. feeling a little uncomfortable the way he washed his hands in the rain, after holding you replied,

"yes." you gulped down.

unsatisfied by the answer, sakusa looked at you, "everything okay?" he asks as he takes a step towards you.

taking a step back, you looked at the hand he washed, "yeah, i guess i am just tired."

he nods as he turned straight, looking at the rain, "you think you can run?"

"of course."

he starts to take off his jacket and a huge cliche moment run through your mind, please god not that pls.

he puts his jacket above his head and motions you to move in. you sighed, feeling a bit strange and uncomfortable in your stomach, maybe it's the noodles you ate or maybe it's the fact you're sharing his jacket and can smell his cologne.

"ready? go!"

he started jogging and so did you.

author's note
hi, hahaha so another chap that quick????
i wanted you to know
i have updated the intro of a
new fanfic that is gojo satoru x reader.

YESS IM WRITING ANOTHER FANFIC
BUT THIS TIME WITH GOJO.

HAPPY READING!