where a germophobe unknowingly steps out of his comfort zone when he couldn't help but find himself tangled up with a girl who is nowhere near his expectations of being 'clean'.
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sakusa doesnt know what he was thinking when he stopped zuko from taking a step towards that germ. it was not like he liked her, 'no no no NO' he kept telling himself.
he just needed some time to understand all of the things happening to him, around him. he couldn't understand how a single existence could change the course of an entire lifetime.
he thought he had his life all figured it out, the tracked he set for himself was rather straight, no stops from him to his aim. but just one person's entrance into his life changed his last few months and he knew his coming days were gonna be different from what he prepared himself for. for volleyball. to reach the sky. he was never prepared for someone's addition into his life.
someone who didn't care for his feelings before barging into his life. she just came, walked right in. making him think of herself, unknowingly. making want to spend time with her, wanting to almost .... touch her. driving him crazy.
how could he let her into her life, it was hard to accept her existence into his life, impossible to not think about her.
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confusion was a small word to describe what y/n felt at that time, and if she is being completely honest with herself, it's not only this time. she knew it was crazy but couldn't help but connect the dots between sakusa and the person who keeps showing up in her dreams.
the patterns did match, only that the guy in his dream felt close, right there but sakusa felt far apart, distant. what an irony.
no matter what y/n did, say or do, there seemed to be a wall between sakusa and her and she knew that he built that wall. she didn't know if it was only there for her or did he build a wall between him and the entire world. why was he so distant?
the flashback came, of him washing his fingers in the rain that day, does he think y/n was disgusting? is that what it was? then why did he ask her to eat with him? what was he trying to do? the maze was impossible to get out from.
she needed to talk to him. that's right. she should set things straight, the academic stress was enough to play with her brain and now him too, she couldn't take it anymore, not him nor that dream guy.
Author's note: hey guys, I'm sorry I'm taking forever to update but wattpad is banned in my country idk why 😭
