"Not Enough"

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“Not enough!”

I guess I will never fall to a deep slumber,
Atleast not with this troubled mind.
My thoughts are all messed up inside,
But one thing keeps ringing on my mind.
There’s a question that stands out,
A question that keeps me awake at night.
Do I deserve all these pain?
Even if I’ve been good to them?
Do I deserve this kind of hurting?
Where in fact I just loved a man named after heartache?
Do I deserve this wounded heart?
Even if all my life I tried not to let them feel less loved?
Am I not enough?
Did I made them feel bad?
I guess it’s all my fault.
If only I’ve been a good friend,
Maybe they wouldn’t shut me out.
Because If ever I am enough for them,
Then they should’ve chose to stay with me through good and bad.

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-YourRetardedBicolana🍂

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