"The Warmth I Miss"
I will never have a bitter heart at least not on you. Not even a heavy heart whenever we part ways at the end of every holidays and your temporary vacation. It's not that I don't want you here, truth is I never wanted you to leave. But asking you that would be so selfish of me.
I want you to reach for your dreams—from the simplest to the wildest ones. I want you to go get that and come back to me lowkey bragging about what you got. I'll be clapping my hands in glee as I look at you with teary eyes. I'll show you mine as well and we'll surely jump while holding back ourselves from smiling like idiots.
It's painful. It's so damn hard. To watch you go and say nothing at all. I just don't want to cry and show you how much of a hard time it is to be left alone once again.
You're always the home that I want to return to. You will always be the warmth that I'll forever miss.
But I know there will come a time when we can finally be together. No more silent goodbyes. Just our endless stories and wide smiles.
