"Retrograde"
My feet continuesly bleeds making me shudder in fright.
Wounds, scratches, big or small,
It's aching pretty bad.
I didn't know, I should have known.
It's so hard to bare the pain
of stepping unto these fragments of my broken heart.
It hurts,
it hurts like hell to step on your shattered pieces.
But I don't want to pick it up,
I don't want to bring it back together.
Because I know now how it'll end.
Once I put it back together,
Once I'm completely healed,
Once I'm mended,
You will come back once again.
Asking for another chance.
But what chance? What for?
To tear me apart?
To break me again?
To step on me once more?
To play with my feelings?
No, I don't want to.
I don't want to lose myself again.
I won't let you in, not this time,
not again.
-Nonsensical
