"Monotonous"
I'm still counting one by one,
Picking up my shattered pieces.
No one held me together
So I just held myself.
This time I'm not gonna lose myself,
not again I swear.
But no matter how many times I utter,
I always find myself lost once again.
How did I ever survived?
Loving someone, losing them,
Then losing myself together,
While fixing myself alone and after.
Then out of a snap,
Breaking up again.
This set-up sucks,
'Cause this feeling's stuck.
