"Constant"
I'm on the 39th page now. Quite working well with a cup of coffee and brand new words. My hands are still shaking though. I guess it's just as constant as before.
So here's a note? A diary? A written letter? Well...just call it whatever you like.
How's your new-normal life so far?
To be honest it's kind of a comfortable state—being able to bare with the most boring and monotonous days that this world can offer. To be able to just sleep whenever tired, binge-watch anime's and movies when bored to death, just eat, explore your different sides, play with your talents, and just let time pass by as if it's just another day of not being able to take a bath. Well, in my part that's the best part—doing nothing. As in, NOTHING AT ALL!
Plus those sleepless nights and those hot days where I end up staring back at my reflection in front of the mirror, checking if the dark circles under my eyes made me even more unrecognizable. Those days when you just woke up for Monday and then within the speed of light you suddenly found yourself waking up for a Friday morning. Yeah right, sometimes you even forget calendars do exists just like the combs you often neglect, though needed.
Of course anxiety is there. Stress. Depression and etc...etc. But hey, don't let it get into you! Be brave enough to deal with those. Take this as a great opportunity to know yourself better and heal your own wounds. Start recollecting all the emotions you haven't felt for so long and the feelings you grew numb of. Start feeling. Start renewing your life. Start working your start.
Just trust. Just believe. Just...breathe.
This has been my journey—full of stops specially sleep breaks and a series of naps. My boring and monotonous ride with my warm cup of coffee and the new-normal life.
-Love, Nonsensical's admin ☕
Credits to Pinterest for the picture attached in here!
