"Someone"
I became too used to this kind of life,
living for the sole purpose of breathing. Of waking up to do the same old things just for myself.
I don't want to be seen, I hate attention.
But that was back before. Before life made me realize that this kind of life is kinda tiring...and painful.
I don't want them to see me...but I don't want them to forget that I exist.
I don't want attention...but everytime they walk past me I feel so neglected.
Maybe, this is not what I really want. Maybe I also want someone to be there, sitting beside me and listening to all of my rants. Someone who can bare with all of my quirks...someone who understands me more than anyone or anything or even more than I understand myself.
All this time I’ve been building a thick wall around me, but it's not supposed to lock me up or isolate myself.
I just want to experience living in solace,
to live in a temporary place where hurting doesn't exist.
I just want to know if someone will be brave enough to knock down those walls.
But nobody did, and nobody will.
Credits to Pinterest for the picture used.
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-Love,YourRetardedBicolana🍂
