Hurricane - Peter Parker X Reader (Book 3)

Chapter 23 - The End

Sometimes it feels like society says you should always be happy and that showing your sadness and pain is only a sign of weakness.

Sometimes people think that everybody gets the perfect happy ending. One thing I have learned is that not everybody gets a truly happy ending. There are always those bumps along the way, putting my kink in your happily ever story.

One day you will feel like you're on top of the world and the next day you have reached a new low. It's part of life. It's not human for everything to go right and to be perfectly happy all the time. 

The past few years have been nothing but challenging. There have been lots of lows and sometimes highs. 

I've learned to stop masking and hiding the darkness the lied inside of me. I learned to stop ignored my problems.

I learned that it was okay to not be okay. I learned that life wasn't going to have a perfect ending. The dark painful truth is the there is no eternal happiness.

I'm learning that the ending is just the ending. It's the story that makes up your life. 

Society teaches us that life a bunch of checkboxes. That you're going to have the perfect parents and siblings, go to school, find the love of your life, have kids, and live happily ever after.

For me, that wasn't the case.

I grew up without a family. I survived a horrible accident, leaving me in a comatose state in the hospital. Leaving me alone without any support from loved ones by my side.

As time went by, It took me a long time to recover from the hospital. Some of the doctors and nurses predicted that I won't make it. Until I proved them wrong and woke up from the coma. That was before later I realized how powerful I was, and discover about myself, I only became stronger.  

I will never forget the day that would change my life forever. When I discover I had powers, I started training every day to get better at it and when out of Nashville for a day to go to Hell's Kitchen to trained with Daredevil about martial arts skills and mastering weapons. At the time I was a scared girl trying to way to fight off the monsters beneath me. But it all changed when Tony Stark found out about me and asking me to join his team to fight Captain America.

As I was going to be fighting the Avengers I would meet the person who would still leave my mark in my life forever. His name was Peter Paker. Happy introduce me to him as he was also discovered by Tony and his powers as well.

The two of us became best friends, not keeping secrets from each other. Along the way, we fell in love without even knowing it. 

Days after the fight Tony let me moved to New York and lived with Peter and his Aunt May and allowing me to go to school with him so he can keep a safe eye on us. Peter introduced me to his friends and us knowing each other superhero identities we started taking crime together and stopping Liz's dad from making weapons to sell to the streets. 

When we took down Liz's dad Tony congratulate us and give us newly upgraded suits and let us join the Avengers. I agree to become one, but Peter declined and just stick be Spider-Man instead.

Peter and I share our first official kiss when I had to return his suit to him when Tony took it away from him from disobeying him from going after Vulture. It was still one of my favorite memories I have with him.

Days after I come to terms with my feelings for Peter we started dating I told him we can take it slow and work it out after Liz left Midtown High.

It was then things took a turn from the worst. A nightmare started when I saw my friends die of a man with power that I didn't know would change the course of my history.

Thanos

He came, we fought, we lost. We did more than just lose the fight. I lost half of myself that day. I lost Peter,  I lost  Quill, I lost Stephen, I almost lost Tony, and many others who I knew were dusted. My life was slowly being pieced together fell apart. I realized I was nothing without my anchor, Peter meant so much more than I thought he ever be.

It made me realize how much I love Peter Parker. How much he had truly meant to me.

The next 5 years passed by slowly and painfully. I had hit an all-new low and I didn't know how to get out of the hole I dug myself into. I was in a very dark place. Those were bad times I didn't even want to think about. 

Then there was that small glimmer of hope that brought new life to me. The hope turned into reality as we got them back, but not losing so much on the way.

Natasha, Tony, Steve.

I could write books about what each of them had done for me and what they had meant to me. I couldn't even put it all into words as to how much they did and how much they had left.

Thankfully, we won, but it came with a price.

I knew they were up there, looking down at the rest of us proudly.

Not a day would go by where they wouldn't be in my thoughts. Even though they weren't here, they were still guiding me along the way.

Nothing ever went smoothly for me. There was always a challenge around the corner, waiting on me. Challenges sometimes, I never saw coming. My story took many crazy turns along the way, but that's ok. I had to learn to embrace the change because there wasn't really anything I could do about it.

I learned that instead of getting worked up on what 'will be' or how something will end up to just stop and find joy and happiness in the little moments.

I learned to never take a moment for granted because you never know when it's going to be over.

Problems will always surface. No matter how much has been achieved.

I can't think of what's going to happen in the end, because you're never going to know until it happens.

I'm still learning new things along the way, but in the end, I just hope my life meant something. That I left my mark here on the world and become the legend Tony Stark AKA Iron-Man AKA my  Dad made me to be.

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 A/N/N  So, this is the last chapter in this book. I really hope you have enjoyed not just this book but the entire series itself so far.

It's been a journey making these books and providing some sort of entertainment for you guys from what's ever is going on with your personal life.

I will be taken a huge huge break and won't be writing the fourth book down the line. I want to write something other than Marvel and Spider-Man and bring you something refreshing or new to the table. Until I find out my idea for a new story. 

Thank you guys for supporting me and motivating me to write more and make you guys happy and all the other two stories read them in order.

Right Now for Far From Home, it's still in the planning stages but no idea how it will go so you guys will have to wait until I put together something but right now nothing is coming into my head right now.

Make sure you guys are still washing your hands, practice social distance, and wear your mask to end this pandemic in the ground.

I love writing for you guys and I'll keep writing till I hit 82 or something.

Stay safe everyone.

Love, 

PeterPaterson2003