Time Flies When You Are Having Fun...(D.Gray-man x Reader)

Chapter 28 A- Should I Stay

"I.." I grip Allen tightly and begin to shake and cry as I finally let out my feelings, "I want to stay. I want to be here with everyone, and continue enjoying what you guys have given me. I miss my home but I know if I leave I'll miss you guys even more that the home I miss now. You guys are my new home." Allen only holds me tighter as I finish my tirade. There are tears streaming down my face, but I can feel my heart getting ever so lighter. You don't have to leave. I'm sorry I was so aggressive. I just want what's best for you and it hurts to watch you suffer without making a decision. Thank you, I know you'll always be here for me. I hope to be, I can't say for certain. One day we will merge because of the destiny.Why can't we stay like this. I don't know, I might know a lot, but you are my first host, the other Noah might have more information as they have had many a host. Possibly... or the bookman. Yes, if there is any information, they would probably have it. Do you remember that Lavi said that Nea was the one who knew the most about this? Yes... but he is residing in Allen. We would have to call out to him somehow. But we can't do it in the Order, who knows what kind of stuff they have monitoring the place. If you or Nea comes out, it might be bad news. Alright, we approach Lavi and the Bookman first, if they don't have enough information, we need to talk to Nea. Alright. I sit up out of Allen's embrace and look him in the eyes. He gives me a small smile.

"You feeling better?"

"Mhm. Thank you. I understand what I want and need to do now." I hold him close once more before standing up and offering a hand. He grabs on tightly and stands up beside me. "I need to go talk to Lavi about Chronea and the stone he used back in the Ark." I give him a quick smile and turn to the door to start looking for Lavi.

"Wait!" A gentle hand grabs mine, stopping me in my tracks. I look over my shoulder to see a slight blush on Allen's cheeks, "Can we talk at some point after, I want to get to know you better, since you know me so well." Nodding I turn around fully towards him.

"Of course, once I figure everything out I'll come find you and we can hang out. Like actual friends should!" I state with cheerfulness echoing in my voice. He smiles only slightly before dropping my hand.

"Good luck." He waves me off as I turn around and run out the door. The smile fades and he turns to sit on his bed once I left the room.

-why am I feeling disappointed?-

I run down the halls as fast as my legs can take me looking for a mop of red hair. Thinking back to when I left him in the cafeteria, I run there first. I luckily found him just as he was returning his empty tray.

"Lavi!" I run over to him and he turns around with a shocked but happy expression. As I start to approach him he runs up and and picks me up in a bear hug to my surprise and begins to spin in a circle.

"Thank god you aren't mad at me. I swore you were when you took off running back there. Allen said he would check on you but I was worried!" Giggling he continues to swing me around in a circle till I started feeling quite dizzy. Lavi sees my evident nausea on my face and sets me down.

"I was never mad at you, just had some thoughts on my mind that bubbled to the surface but I figured it out with the help of Allen. During that time, I remembered the stuff you told me about Nea, the Stone, and the Prophecy and I was hoping to get more information. Would you be able to help me?"