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overwhelmed. that's how freya was feeling right now.
but she was too unbothered to stop scribbling down words in the stupid journal that yunwong had given her.
she had been staying at hayeon and arias house rather then the bases so seungmin had popped in a few times to check on her and lola had notified her dinner was ready but she pushed that aside and continued to scribble down words.
it was sad honestly, the way she sat here basically ranting on a piece of paper about how frustrating it was to be gaining feelings for a boy that was becoming her close friend. key word, friend.
she didn't have many of those so the fact that her feelings had to come in and fuck everything up for her was angering.
"and it's so annoying because like i'm not good with love or relationships or friendships at the least. i'm not good with anything remotely close to feelings and i'm horrible at showing affection like i hate it so much but with you i don't know i just... want to?
i want to but i don't want to because that's disgusting and makes me so uncomfortable on the inside. but i don't know i feel bad. wait no i don't don't tell anyone i said that. wait what the fuck in not even giving you this i'm so fucking stupid."
freya huffed, ruffling her hair hard before standing up abruptly and screaming under her breath.
"i need air." she breathed out, walking out of her room in a rush.
her family was confused on where she was going but paid no mind, knowing she usually went on night walks by herself to calm her senses.
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the girls shoulders tensed up as she heard footsteps near behind her while she sat on a bench in front of a dark river.
the moon light loomed down on the girl and the spot she was sitting at so when she turned to see who was coming near her she was able to make out yhe face of jinyoung.
maybe she was still on edge about him, but he was the only one who would fully understand her right now.
"jinyoung." she choked out, sitting up and watching the boy quickly come to her side. "what are you doing out here? and without a jacket?" he asked worriedly, taking off his own jacket and pulling it around freya.
although she had on a long sleeved shirt and sweats, it was snowing so the usually warm clothes meant nothing.
"i-i had an anxiety attack." she mumbled out, shivering and snuggling into jinyoungs jacket. the boy gave her a look of pity, shaking his head as he sat down next to her. "are you okay now? do you want anything?" his eyebrows were raised.
freya peered at him through her thick wet lashes, shaking her head.
"just please stay here with me. i don't want to be alone." she whispered out, licking her lips and sniffing.
jinyoung sighed, nodding his head. "here, at least drink this. i was gonna come and drop it off at your house but i found you here." he said, holding out a bottle of strawberry aloe drink.
"thank you."
i'm not gonna lie i didn't even try to edit this one lmfao there's not even that many chapters left ☠️
