soundtrack of our love

jamie all over

all I ever wanted was to

dream another sunset

with you.

•jamie all over by mayday parade•

I haven't seen sam in three months, he got dragged back to california a week after he came home. its so fucking hard. he's never around and im living in sams apartment, which I recently moved into, all by myself. I decided to go out tonight, I needed something to take my mind off of him. Luckily I remembered I had a fake ID. I threw on a tight black dress and black heels. I curled my hair and put on my makeup.

i tried to get ahold if autumn but she was probably too busy swapping spit with alex, since he was home.

i made my way into the club, and sat down at the bar. after about 6 shots, I heard a voice from behind me.

"excuse me miss, can I buy you a drink." the voice came from a man, probably a year or two older. he was tall with blonde hair that was brushed up. he had these glass shattering eyes I kept getting lost in, and that's when I finally released the word "sure." from my lips. the word was incredibly slurred considering I was mostly drunk. im a lightweight, I can't drink much before getting drunk.

we began to tell the other about our self, he stated he's an english major in college, and he loves reading. he also explained to me how his last relationship was over a year ago.

i, in return, said I was in college for a major in literature, yet not at the same college. we seemed a lot alike, and he seemed nice. we decided to meet up to get coffee the next night, to give book recommendations. we decided to walk to his house to grab something to eat.

I thought we'd be great friends. this was until, after about an hour of talking, he tried to kiss me. I, remembering sam, pushed him off. yet that did not stop him. he continued to kiss me, and I couldn't get him off. he shoved me into his bedroom and locked the door. "get off!" I pleaded, still no matter how much I cried and begged, he wouldn't let me leave.

that was the night I unwillingly cheated on sam, and it wasn't my fault.

a/n: so originally I was gonna make her cheat on him on purpose but I ship them really hard so yeah. I am having really bad writers block so this is probably shit.

thanks for reading •-•