soundtrack of our love

caraphernelia.

and baby honestly

its harder breathing next to you

I shake.

i bought a gun

and as the preacher tried to stop me

hold my heart its

beating for you anyways.

what if i can't forget you?

ill burn your name into my throat

ill be the fire that'll catch you.

•caraphernelia by pierce the veil

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sams pov:

i walked onto the bar after finishing my cigarette. i sat down next to alex who already had two more shots ready for us. "man you've gotta get over her." i placed my head in my hands. "i can't." "you guys break up so much. don't get me wrong, I love jasey like a sister, but dude, the constant fighting? unless you guys get over it, it won't work." "alex, you don't understand. she's my fucking everything, and when I have her in my arms, she always slips away. you don't realize why she means so much to me. now, I need four more shots. ill burn her name into my fucking throat, as long as I still have a piece of her."

i need her.

a/n: okay so its the last flashback. idk im trying to make the story longer bc its almost over.

any song requests bc I pick the sing then I write the chapter tbh.