soundtrack of our love

drown out.

this game we play

somehow feelings still remain

none of them to ease the pain.

she left me standing here alone.

talk to me baby

i need to know what's going on

you run to me

girl you can call me anytime.

•drown out by jordan sweeto•

jaseys pov:

"im sorry sam. i truly am. i overeact. and thank you. you are the reason im still alive. i love you so much more than most people would understand. and my brother, he can't wait to meet you. ive told him about how much you've helped me, and sam, because of you, I've been clean for a while. i love you."

he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me into a kiss. "jasey you're not allowed to leave me again." "im sorry babe."

****

the next day:

"jasey we need to hurry baby. ill miss my flight to new york. it'll only be a week so don't worry."

i looked in the mirror. i realized i looked extremely bloated recently.

"coming babe." i grabbed my jacket and my phone.

once we were in the airport i couldn't help but realize how much I'd miss him. but, its only a week.

"flight from here to New York City is boarding now" a woman on the intercom said.

"that's me love." He bent down and kissed me. we stayed in a hug for a minute or two, but it felt like an eternity, I couldn't imagine what this next week would be like. he let go, and grabbed his suitcase. he turned and started to walk towards security. he quickly turned around and kissed me on the forehead. "i love you." "i love you more sam."

a/n: bear with me guys I've never been ok a plane except maybe when I was like two.