soundtrack of our love

my dear my bride.

lay down the gun

my dear, my bride

and we'll watch the sunrise one more time.

××××

the scars on her wrist no they can't be erased.

•my dear, my bride by sounds like harmony •

I haven't talked to sam in a week. its killing me. I thought he cared about me, I guess I was wrong.

he sent me one message.

"come get your clothes."

that's it. no phone call, no other texts. nothing. I could physically feel my heart crumbling. but I did as he asked, because I love him.

i knocked on his door instead of walking in, because i did not want him anymore upset with me than he already is. no answer.

his car was here. but he did not come to the door. so I used my key to unlock it. but I was surprised to find the tv off along with the stereo. he was not in the living room or the kitchen. so I walked through the rest of the apartment in search for my love. and when I found him, I collapsed to the ground.

he was pale and laying on the bathroom floor, with the blood pouring out of his wrists.

I never screamed so loud or cried so hard on my life.

a/n: tbh my friends bitch at me for this stuff. I want them to end up together, but that's so cliché and im not, so this story can't be either.

im probably ending this soon considering I doubt anyone cares about it.

self promo- please go read "im sorry"

also read against the dick, its my fav.
its also a complete joke and ik its sucks that's the point.

we did scheduling today in english for next school year (I'll be a sophomore) and im kind of okay with the classes I'm taking. I'm taking geometry, american history, chemistry, accelerated english II, gym (ewwy), painting and then a study hall.

English is killing me this year and I don't want to do accelerated English II bc I don't like all the work. idk. like we just read to kill a mockingbird and I actually loved it. everyone hates it but it wasn't bad. its cool cause the whole book is a circle.

im puMPED BC 7MIH IS COMING TO MY CITY AND WOWWY YAYAYAY.
I wanted to see grant landis but oh well.

IM ALSO EXCITED FOR ALL TIME LOW AND ISSUES IN MAY. AND WARPED TOUR BC SAYWECANFLY AND PVRIS AND NECK DEEP AND MALLORY KNOX BUT THATS IT SO FAR. OH AND BRYAN STARS. SPEAKING OF BRYAN HE REPLIED TO ME ON TWITTER TWICE AND I DIED A LOT.

I also can't wait bc I'm seeing one direction again and its a day before it'll be one year since I saw them.

btw sounds like harmony (aka) tyler hagen is my love. he's so talented and attractive and people say he's a bad person for who he used to be but he's not. AND HES TWEETED ME BEFORE AND SO HAS SAYWECANFLY.

idk why this is so long I talk a lot. oops.

in a writing mood but I have homework so I'll go now. okay love you guys.

THANKS.