soundtrack of our love

beaten in lips.

this is for the kids with the beaten in lips

whose parents tried to shut them up

using their fists.

keep living loud and proud.

they never can hold you down.

this is for the kids with a soul like mine

when people tell you living

is a waste of your time.

•beaten in lips by beartooth•

Sam's taking me on another date tonight. i don't know what we are but i really like him. he's gotten a lot better after he was released from the hospital.

i started to curl my brown hair and I threw on black jeans and a long sleeved of mice & men shirt. i was glad I didn't have to dress up and that we were just going out to lunch and to the mall. I heard a knock at the door.

i opened the door to a familiar pair of green eyes. I put my phone in my pocket and grabbed my keys to the apartment.

sam grabbed my hand and lead me to his car. "where do you want to go for lunch, love?" he was wearing skinny jeans and a bring me the horizon sweatshirt. before I could answer he pulled me into a hug and placed his chin on the top of my head. we fit like a puzzle.

"sam, why are you like 8 feet tall?" I could feel him laughing in my arms."maybe it'd be different if you weren't 5'4." "shut up. and it doesn't matter, you pick." "fine, applebees, and I have a surprise when we get to the mall." "sam you know I hate fucking surprises." "jase, I think you'll like this one"

we were sat at a booth in applebees. "okay, jasey, since i found out about you know, I think you should know about my past. the reason I know how you feel, is because I used to feel the same way. when I was in high school i was really depressed. my uh, parents used to abuse me, and I'd wear long sleeves to cover the bruises. I'd get called a freak for my music taste and I was super reserved so I would get made fun of for that. it got to the point where they'd tell me to kill myself and I was tired of living. eventually I graduated and moved here, and we met. i couldn't be happier." by now I was holding his hand. how could someone so broken fix someone else?

a/n: this chapter sucks but I haven't written in a few days so I felt like I had to, plus abby wanted me to. ps: she just turned 2 (aka 14). tbh sam is my dream bf.
thanks for reading loves!!