soundtrack of our love

sleepwalking.

when it cuts you up this deep

its hard to find a way to breathe.

your eyes are swallowing me

mirrors start to whisper,

shadows start to sing.

my skins smothering me,

help me find a way to breathe.

•sleepwalking by bring me the horizon•

the doctor said sam is okay, but sam doesn't want to see me. theyre keeping him in the hospital another day, to make sure his cuts are healing properly. apparently this is sams tenth attempt. sam never told me that. I thought he was better, but I guess not. since its his tenth attempt they are sending him to an asylum. they say he has major depression, he used to be so happy. I can't help but feel this is my fault.

sams pov:

my arms were throbbing, but I guess that's what I get. I wish it worked, now I still have to see her face. I love her a lot, and im just bringing her down. I don't deserve her. at least when im in the asylum i can't do anymore damage.

once i arrived to Blank Minds i felt the need to close up. I wasn't going to let anyone in, maybe if I didn't talk to the therapist, they wouldn't let me leave.

they took me to my room and one of the other, im not sure what we're called here, I guess one of the other patients showed me around. she was nice, but I didn't say anything.

i decided I was going to sleep the rest of the day. I skipped dinner and stayed in my room. i fell asleep pretty quickly, considering I haven't slept in days due to the pain in my arms. but right tonight, they were numb, kind of like how I feel most of the time. except, when I was with jasey. I should get used to the nukb feeling.

the next morning I was woken by my roommate, Nick. He didn't have a problem with me talking much, which was good I guess. We had to go to a group meeting kind of thing. we were supposed to talk about why we're here, I didn't have to speak, my arms said enough.

a/n: hey! so i had the amazing opportunity to meet Gabe, the drummer of one of my favorite bands, sleeping with sirens. he was doing a signing and meet and greet at the hot topic in my local mall. along with meeting Gabe, we met Kyle David Hall again. so yesterday was amazing.

im seeing 7 minutes in heaven, and saywecanfly on may 6th, im getting my ticket this weekend. I'm so excited, bc I love them a lot.

you should read my story "im sorry"

btw this story is coming to an end, I think about 5 more chapters, I'm not sure. i might continue it, but idk.
here's what I'll do, tweet me your opinions about this story so far, and if I get positive feedback then ill keep writing. my Twitter is @torihealyy

thank you for reading, but can we get to 700 reads¿?