soundtrack of our love

if you dont know.

if i could say the things that I wanna say

id find a way to make you stay

id never let you get away

get you in all the games we play

so go ahead rip my heart out

show me what loves all about

go ahead rip my heart out

that's what loves all about.

***
cos I remember the taste of your skin tonight

and the way that you looked you had those eyes

I remember the way I felt inside

and the name of the songs that made you cry

you would scream

we would fight

you would call me crazy

I would laugh

you were mad but you'd always kiss me

and the shirt that I had that you always borrowed

when I woke is was gone there was no tomorrow.

•if you don't know by 5sos•

"fine, I'll leave. call me when you're not a dick." with that, i slammed the door. I had a bag of clothes and got in my car. I didn't know where I was going but it was away from here. he's poison.

a month later

sams pov:

fuck fuck fuck. every time I screw it up. she's gone. its been weeks. I haven't heard from her. all I know is she's gone. she hasn't called or texted. i don't know what to do. i feel like shit. i love her so much but its always my fault. she even took my mayday parade sweatshirt. the whole fucking apartment smells like her.

all of these memories keep popping up in my head.

"sam, I don't know. this sounds crazy." she whispered. we were standing on a bridge above a 20 foot lake. it was probably around 2 a.m.. "i know, but isn't that us? aren't we insane?" and with that we jumped, our hands entwined as we hit the water.

I spent the past few weeks doing nothing but looking at photos of us.

i miss her. her kiss, her eyes, her words, her touch. I craved every inch of her, yet ill never have her.

i heard a knock at the door, and when I opened it all I could say was "finally."

a/n: no inspiration, shitty week except for Sunday bc I saw ptv and sws and wowowow