soundtrack of our love

sick little games.

we're all part of the same, sick little
games,

and I need a get-away (get away)

im wasting my days, I throw them away,

losing it all on these sick little games

•sick little games by all time low•

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i made my way into the building that was growing all too familiar. i hated this place so much, i shouldn't be forced to talk about my feelings. all I could remember were the first few appointments here.

"jasey, please you need to stop, its not healthy. everyone is just trying to help you" "its my body and ill tear myself apart if I want to, and I don't want anyone fucking help!" the woman sighed. "jasey, were prescribing you with antidepressants, adhd medicine, medicine for your bipolar disorder, and soboxones." "seriously? so now I'm a drug addict." I can't believe this. "no, but there was pills in your system and you won't tell us why." I took a deep breath. "because maybe I wanted to die."

a/n: so yesterday me and my friends went to the mall and we ran into kyle david hall. idk if you know this or not but he means a lot to me. we actually got to hang out with him and billy for a while. he gave me the rest of his dip n dots ^~^ he's perfect. we got him a penguin and he put it on his snapchat.

anyway, also, earlier bryan stars liked my picture on Instagram and I started crying (oops). im possibly meeting him in the summer bc warped.

im not sure how much longer this story is going to be, so, yeah.