Ash x Eiji one-shots

Nightmares

just to clarify i'm in school right now and literally on the verge of having a panic attack so this is how i cope :) Also they are dating in this one.

Ash's Pov (the italics will be his dream)
All i could hear was yelling, i must have blacked out. But when i opened my eyes i saw the thing that i never ever wanted to see. Arther.. he has his hands on Eiji. He's hurting him... Eiji's crying and it's all my fault for dragging him in to this. I can't get up. I need to get up and i can't get up. *BANG* "I told you that you would get what you deserved one day" Arther said smirking at me while holding the gun that killed some- no. I must be seeing things. Eiji..there's blood all around him. "Look what you did Ash. It's all your fault i'm dead. It's your fault." Eiji said with blood still pouring out of him. "NO" i kept screaming it over and over again. "

"ASH!" I woke up to Eiji leaning over me with worried eyes that were filled with tears.

Eiji Pov
I woke up to Ash shaking and thrashing around. He was crying and he looked terrified and he kept mumbling my name. I started shaking his shoulder in attempt to wake him up. After a little bit he woke up and immediately asked why i was crying. I hadn't even noticed that i was crying. "It's nothing Ash, I'm just worried about you" I said looking at him worryingly. "Can you tell me what your dream was about? You don't have to but it might help you." I said quietly not wanting to freak him out. " You were hurting and it was all my fault. You t-" Ash started saying but was cut off by his own sob. "You told me it's my fault! You were killed in my dream and you said it was my fault! I know i put you in danger but it freaked me out because i don't wanna lose you Eiji!" Ash said while violently shaking and crying. I wrapped my arms around him slowly so it wouldn't scare him or out him on edge. He surprisingly relaxed into my touch. And he put his face into the crook of my neck. I smiled and ran my hands through his beautiful blonde hair. He slowly calmed down to where it was just silent tears running down his face. "You know i would never blame you for something like that. I would never. I would never do anything that could hurt you. And that's because i love you Aslan" I said while looking down at him. He tensed up a little and looked at me with shock all over his face. "You love me?" He said with a raspy voice. I have never seen him this fragile. "Of course i do. Don't look so surprised. I am your boyfriend after all." I said looking into his eyes. "I know i just didn't think you loved me. I thought i was unlovable. " He said looking away from me. "Hey no don't say that. Look at me. " I said while gently grabbing his face so he could look at me. " I have always loved you. I have never been scared of you, nor will i ever be. Your so important to me, and i can't lose you. I love you so much Aslan Jade Callenreese. Don't forget that." I said while kissing his head. He smiled at me and said a small "i love you too". I smiled at that because i know it was hard for him. "Do you want to try to go back to sleep? If you don't we can watch a movie or something. I can also make you some food." I said while smiling at him. "I'm not tired anymore. So i guess i wanna stay up, but yeah food would be nice as long as it's not your weird Japanese food." He said while smirking at me. "Hey!" I exclaimed while lightly hitting his head.

That night we stayed up watching movies. After a movie or two, we fell asleep in each other's arms.

This is my only way of coping. Even though i will never recover from it. Anyways i hope you enjoyed, feel free to leave requests! :)