Ash x Eiji one-shots

Nightmares (It will be Eiji this time)

Eiji will have the nightmares this time :,)

Eiji's Pov
(italics will be his dream)

It's really dark. I have no idea where i am. It's like I'm trapped in this room with nothing but myself. Other then my thoughts of course.  At first it was just my thoughts, then i started hearing voices. "You'll never be good enough." A voice said somewhere in the darkness. I recognized  that voice. "You're  not strong enough." The voice said . "All you did was cause trouble for me. You were no help at all." The voice said, but it sounded like it was getting closer. "W-who are you?" I said with my voice shaking. "You don't recognize me, Eiji?" The voice- no. It looks like a person. "I'm really surprised that you haven't figured it out yet." The figure said, stepping closer so i could see them. It was Ash but he was bleeding..a lot. No it can't be. "Don't you get it now? It's your fault that this happened. I would still be alive if it wasn't for you. You did this to me Eiji." Ash said while sobbing violently . "N-no! Please stop. This isn't you Ash. The real you would  n-never say that to me!" I said beginning to cry myself. "It's all your fault!" Ash said while pushing me to the ground. I wasn't even aware that i was standing up. "Ash please stop this isn't you!" I said while  crying.  "No this is me! And it's all your fault. It's your fault that Griffen, Skip, Shorter, and  my parents died. You ruined everything. " Ash said while glaring down at me."NO" I  kept saying over and over again. "EIJI!" I heard someone scream as i shot up out of bed.

Ash's Pov

I woke up to Eiji shaking and it looked like he was crying. I swear I could feel my heart break. Seeing him in pain hurts me more then i can describe.  He's just to perfect to have to experience any pain. I wish i could take it all from him. I leaned over towards him to shake him awake. When we fell asleep, his head was on my chest. I was reading and he had fallen asleep on me.  At some point i had put the book down and fallen asleep. But during the night, Eiji had rolled off of me i guess. So i pulled him close to me and held him in my arms. "Shh it's okay i'm right here." I said whispering into his ear. A few seconds later he shot up in the bed. He was panting and crying. "Eiji, I'm right here." I said while bringing him back down into my arms. He looked up at me with tears still streaming down his face. "Bad dream?" I said quietly while wiping  his tears. He just nodded and muttered a quiet 'sorry'. "Why are you sorry? It's not your fault.." I said while cupping his face in my hands. "I woke you up didn't I?" He muttered quietly, still avoiding eye contact. "That doesn't matter. I'm not mad that you woke me up." I said, still keeping my voice down. "Eiji..look at me." I said while turning his face gently so he could look at me. "I'm not mad at you. You have nothing to be sorry for." I said while wiping away more of his tears. "I know..do you mind if i talk about my dream?" He said while putting his head under my chin. "Of course you can." I said while running his hands through my hair. "It was really dark. You were there. But it wasn't you..it was like this meaner version of you. You kept telling me that i was weak, and that everything that happened was my fault.  At one point you had pushed me to the ground and just kept repeating "it's all your fault" over and over again. And then i woke up." He said, and i could tell he was trying to hold back his tears. "Eiji, It was just a dream. I know it seemed real, but it wasn't. I would never say any of that. And that's because it isn't true. You are far from weak, and nothing that happened was your fault. I'm still here because of you. I would have died a long time ago if i hadn't met you. I would have just given up. So you didn't ruin my life, if anything, you saved it. And I'm forever grateful for that. I love you so much." I said while leaning down to kiss his head. I continued to run my hands through his hair and i started rubbing his back. He started crying after he let my words sink in. "It's okay, let it out. I'm right here." I said quietly. After a few minutes, he calmed down. He seemed really tired. "Thank you Ash, i love you too." He said while nuzzling his face in my neck. I smiled and said "Do you want to go back to sleep?" "Yeah" He said while slowly falling asleep. I smiled and muttered a 'goodnight i love you'. As i was falling asleep with him in my arms, i heard a small ' i love you too'. I just know that i  had the biggest smile on my face as a i fell asleep.

A/N

I hope you guys enjoyed! If i have the time, there should be another one out tommorow. I can't say it'll be happy though. So i gave ya'll this as preparation. Anyways I hope you guys have a good day/night. And thank you for all the reads. I wasn't expecting that. And thank you for the votes and comments. Again, feel free to leave requests. Also, that was rushed and pretty bad so i'm sorry lol.