January 23rd, 2021

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Dear Diary,

I am trying to not start a trend of not finishing my entries but I do have a busy life. I'll explain why in a few moments (it's an 18+ thing so I need to check that y'all can get a warning and skip).

I feel numb while taking my medicine. I have been on this medicine for my depression and PTSD for going on two years. I have been over medicated because of my aunt. She realised that if I was on medicine the foster care system would pay more for me so she could get more money. It sucked because I was put on medication that I didn't need and became tolerate to medicine very quickly. At bare minimum I need to mess with the dosage every so often to not grow tolerant to it.

(Its now the 24th but I shall continue this.)

I am not sure where the feck I was going with that one but hey. I am a numb trash bag who needs to be medicated for the rest of his life.

So here is the end of this entry I am sorry for disappointing you.

Sincerely,
Nicholas

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