Dear Diary,
I know that it has been a while since we last did a full entry so this one may be a longer entry so please be patient with me. A lot has happened in the past year and it will be a very long and interesting ride.
I am no longer classified as homeless as of February of this year. Ma has me on the lease finally. Partly to keep the three bedroom apartment that I grew up in and we have lived in for over 14 years now. Partly because she didn't want me to be homeless when she could have done something to prevent it from going that far.
I am in a complicated relationship unfortunately. I don't have a specific partner anymore. I am not single though. I do feel bad about the relationships I do have as they make me feel guilty about them.
We went to court with our ex James and he backed out because we said on our TikTok that we had a USB drive that had proof that everything that he was claiming was false. The thing is, the USB drive only had some family photos that we didn't want to lose. There was no USB drive had any evidence proving that he was lying at all. The thought of that must have scared him and he backed down immediately. He would have lost anyway. He went through family court which means we would have gotten a family court lawyer which would have been our old lawyer from when we were in foster care which would have guaranteed that we would have had a huge advantage.
We ended up making it clear to James that if he or anyone connected to him ever tried to contact us again that we would go after him and his family to the full extent of the law as he had broken so many when he decided to fully kick us out completely illegally and he stole our stuff and broke our stuff as well along with a lot of other things that we don't feel comfortable with sharing with others as this is a public diary.
We are allowed privacy which we often forget about.
We have been living with ma (our biological aunt who raised us) for well over a year. It was rough at first as we were trying to build a new connection with her as we hadn't talked to each other in some time and we were both still were healing from our past. That in it of itself is a very long trip that probably won't end for a very long time. She got stuck with us with how James kicked us out, we were at ma's place when he kicked us out.
We lost our great aunt Karen over two years ago, we found out Christmas Eve. James's mom got us a funeral dress as our Christmas present and we managed to give her a messy kitchen on Christmas Eve. We dropped two bowls, one filled with flour and something else in that bowl and the other bowl was filled with powdered sugar when we saw the text. We had gotten a text from ma saying that our aunt Karen had passed away. We had a mental breakdown at that point.
And we are calling it quits for this entry.
The Snow System is logging off for a bit
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