A/N: Hey guys. I got really deep into my feels writing this piece. I will admit, it's depressing, it doesn't ooze much hope or potential, so if you don't want to read something so negative, please skip this piece. Thank you to whoever took their time out of the day to read this.
Trust is such a primal thing.
It can be natural for some, hard for others.
What do you do when your heart is too trusting ?
How do you stop yourself from believing in other people?
Is there a method; a formula that one could follow in order to spare their own heart?
Again and again, I trust in others.
Again and again, they remind me of why I shouldn't have.
I believe they'll protect me, keep my heart safe.
Somehow though, I am always at the butt end of an incredibly diabolical joke.
My fragile heart can't take much more breaking.
I am already so alone in this world.
So alone in fact, that even the thought of being alone with another person terrifies me beyond belief.
How are you supposed to survive this?
With a life so devoid of meaning.....
How are you supposed to have anybody in your life when you're too afraid to rely on someone yourself?
It's beginning to get so hard.
So hard even, that I consider biting the bullet some days.
Getting out of this vicious cycle, it feels impossible now.
As though I've been glued to the wheel and have to shed a part of myself to escape.
I don't think I will ever be truly happy.
Never.
How is a person expected to live like this?
Will it ever get better.....?
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Random Short Glimpses Into My Mind
De TodoA collection of short stories, poems, and emotionally charged pieces. Writing has become an outlet for me to express any positive or negative emotion I may feel. If you feel like you're feeling something deep down and want to know if you're the only...
