Old mistake

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I crawled back to you. I feel that I've made a big mistake leaving you.

I've traveled to the ends of the earth. Always searching. Searching for someone who can make me feel better, to feel like my life is worth something more. And yet, I haven't found another. None have been like you.

I throw it all away, like trash. Like it didn't hurt me at all. How does one mess up so bad? And I can't imagine how you must feel. You can't feel much better than I do about everything.

We operate behind closed doors, only arguing through texts and shady posts. We never release our anger when we are face to face. And that makes me feel so much worst..........

Maybe it's time to face the facts.....

I pine after an imaginary friend. I look for a person that no longer exists. And that is my oldest mistake.

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