Random Short Glimpses Into My Mind

Our touch***

I lay down beside you in your soft and warm bed, finally glad to get away from the other's who hinder what we can display.

Alone is when we are best together. Alone is when we let every want and need that has brewed from the day out of our bodies in a feat of passion.

We lay close to one another. Our arms lying between us, with my flesh constantly touching and rubbing your beautiful, soft pale skin. I feel excitement bubble in my stomach as I run my fingers along your tricep.

I know we are very close to one another right now, but I feel this contact is not enough to satisfy. I hesitate at first, not sure how you may react to such sudden and close contact. I roll over onto my side and securely wrap my arm around your petite waist, laying my sleepy head on your small chest. I watch your face  from below as you scroll through all your old pictures, only stopping to show me the ones you loved the most.

I am completely at peace as I hug your body close, absorbing your warmth in the freezing cold room.

You seem to not mind my touch, so I decide to take it a bit further. I begin gently running my hand up and down the side of your body. Though an innocent act to most, I see a very faint blush reach your cheeks and I smile proudly to myself.

I continue my caressing for several minutes until you stop me by asking, "Can I get up? I need to get ready for bed?"

I feel a pain in my chest as I think about letting you go, but fight the urge to cling as I remove my arm from around your waist. You stand up quickly as you run over to your closet. You grab the first outfit you can find and throw it on as if you were in a race against the clock. I, on the other hand, just observe you. Your beautifully long legs and skinny, long torso drives me crazy, and I can never get enough.

You quickly finish up and I look away as you lay back down beside me. I scooch closer again and secure my arms around you, not waiting this time for the hesitation to kick in.

You continue playing on your phone as I draw little circles on your hip bone, hoping you will notice my existence soon. You seem to glance down at me every now and then, probably checking if I am asleep.

You stay on your phone for several more minutes before you finally turn it off and roll on your side. You reach out to me and I snuggle into your arms, burying my face in your neck. You begin running your fingers through my hair and I close my eyes to take it in.

You stop suddenly and I go to peak out at you to ask what was wrong. When I remove my face, my eyes immediately meet your's as you gaze lovingly into mine. A smile stretches all the way across my face as I bring my hand up to gently stroke your cheek.

You kiss my palm and I almost jump out of my skin. You've never done that before! I see something in your eyes, almost as though they were trying to say something to me that I never noticed before. Before I got the chance to observe further however, you whispered something to me that I've always wanted to hear the most. I feel overtaken by joy and a pit in my stomach. I leaned in towards you and searched your eyes again, looking for consent of my actions. Nothing there told me to stop, so I continued. My lips touch yours in a gentle kiss. I begin to weep as you smile into the kiss, intoxicating me with your lips.

The kiss soon becomes more heated as I let my hands explore the parts of your body I have never felt before. I rub your inner thigh lovingly as we pull away from one another and laugh. We both lay back down on our backs as I whisper in your ear "I love you too."