What feeling is worse than a broken heart?
Some may argue there are many, others may say there are few.
In my opinion though, there aren't many worse.
At this point, I feel dating is a circle. It's pointless and repetitive. I feel as though I'm never meant to find someone who makes me genuinely happy.
I feel like dating is only a torture method for me. Like it's just a set up for this dreaded heart break.
Is there even a point anymore? Was there ever one to begin with?
What's the point of being alive if I can't be happy? What's the point of trying anymore?
What's the point of dating if it always ends the same?
The definition of insanity is doing something over and over again and expecting different results.
Was I insane? To believe that you could somehow love me?
Am I insane now for writing this to a person who will never see?
I really don't know anymore.
All I know now is that I am in pain.
I feel as though I have been betrayed, and by the person I loved the most....
I don't know if I even want to talk to you anymore. I feel embarrassed, I feel used. I feel as though I have wasted my time trying with you.
So now what? I guess that's for me to decide.
If it's goodbye, know that I do love you.
And don't forget, once a balloon is released, it will never return back to your hands.
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Sorry, this writing was a little emo. I was kinda sad when I wrote it. I'm good now though in case anyone was wondering. Just thought I'd put a little note down here after re-reading. Have a nice day :)
-Sincerely,
Your friendly neighborhood weird boi
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