Ruin Me Jeon {Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction}

3: Him

He looks at me with squeezed eyes trying to focus his eyesight. "Why did you hit me?" He asks in a very addictive and raspy voice, causing me to gulp harder. He gazes away and places his hand on his temples, massaging the place I hit him accidentally.

"I didn't mean to hit you. I didn't know you were sleeping here." I say while stumbling on a few words. His eyes gaze back at me again, but this time I could see his black luminous orbs. His eyes wander down from my eyes, and he, again, looks away while clearing his throat.

"Whatever." He replies and gets up while wearing his leather jacket over his shoulders. He glances one last time at me and walks away carelessly, "Weirdo." I mumble and take out my story to read to kill time until the classes start.

~First trail class, 10:00~

I sit on a desk in the middle row with a few students. A boy enters the class taking everyone's attention, including me. He looks tough and bruiser. He has elegant glasses with books for the lesson in his left hand with his right hand inside the pocket. He looks over the class, and everyone goes back to their own business.

In contrast, I am constantly looking at him with curiosity. How can someone like him attend trial classes? Our gazes get locked, which made me fluster.

I look away immediately and sense this person come towards me. I bite my lips, wishing him not to walk in my direction. He, luckily, walks past me and sits right behind. My guts are clenching and releasing hastily.

I shouldn't stare at anyone like that. I scold myself.

The class goes silent when the professor enters. "Good morning, students, glad to see new faces." The young professor smiles. "Mr. Kim Namjoon, you here?" He asks someone in the class. That's when the thug student stands up, hovering over my head.

"You also know, sir, we were held back by the dean. Technically, I didn't fail or anything, but just because of some rebellious act my friends and I did, we are here." He says out loud for everyone to hear him. "Such a childish move." He chuckles in disbelief after whispering to himself.

"Well, it wouldn't have happened if you didn't decide to take revenge on your professor, Mr. Kim." The professor backfires on the young man. Woah, what's happening? "You're a good student. I don't want you to suffer at all, Namjoon. Please focus on your future." The guy, Namjoon, sits down after a 'tch' escapes his mouth quietly. He looks intimidating, but I think he is an intelligent student as well. "Okay, class, let's start."

~Lunch break, 13:30~

I walk into the cafeteria, filled with students, not crowded, but every corner has students. "What should I eat?" I look at the menu while communicating with myself. I don't want to spend all of my university allowance on food, so I just purchased a coke can with a salad box. It looks like I'm on a strict diet, but these are the most inexpensive food available. "Thank you." I bow a little while taking the food and walk into the garden. I sit on one of the benches after settling my stuff on the table.

The atmosphere feels refreshing but alone as well. "Hey! We met again." I startle at the loud noise of Hoseok.

Why did I think about being isolated?

"Hi." I force a smile because I sense him as a big trouble. "You here?" I ask, wanting him to leave me alone.

"Oh well, my friends are busy ordering and goofing around. Also, I saw you here alone, so I thought to give you a company." He says, smiling brightly. When I tell you, his body and behavior have a stark contradiction, I mean it solemnly. My lips curve up on their own after seeing him smiling at me.

"Thanks..." I shyly mutter and look away, holding my wide smile into a small one. "But you should be with your friends, shouldn't you?" I ask in a very genuine manner and not in a selfish way.

"Oh yeah, but it's nice here too," He says with the same smile. Doesn't his cheeks ache? I stare into his eyes, which are shining very brightly, almost making me blind. "By the way, do you wanna join my friends and me?"

"Uhm, no, it's fine," I gently decline his offer and catch his name being yelled from far. "I think someone's calling you." He turns around and gestures them to wait.

"Okay, bye. I'll see you around," I nod at Hoseok, and he walks away from the wooden table to his fellows. I turn around to see his friends. My eyes try to adjust themselves to the tiny figures that are standing afar. I notice Chaeryoung and Bae both waving at me. I rigidly wave back, but my eyes get held with a familiar pair of eyes. It is the boy from this morning.

He stares intensely into my eyes, making my breathing rhythm irregular on its own. His lips have a little smirk like it is his facial peculiarity only. Before anything happen further, I look away from his piercing gazes to the person next to him.

It is Kim Namjoon from the morning class. So all of them are friends and look accurately like the definition of danger. I overlook the lingering feeling of being fucked up because I choose to stay with Chaeryoung and Bae. I can't change the room now, what if they feel bad? I mean, they greeted me with warmth and comfort.

~Final bell, 14:45~

The final bell rings, indicating that we are free to go. Many students are already planning for karaoke. I also found a group of nerds that were pretty good. They asked me for a hangout session, but I refused. Even a group of goths approached me, saying they liked my style... I am wearing just a cami top and slim-fit jeans, how can they say that? And with that weird doubt, I refused them as well.

I want to go back to the dorm and watch movies or facetime with all of my friends and parents in Daegu or something like that, just alone. I am so engaged with my thoughts that I accidentally crash into someone's chest. His phone falls from his hold. "I'm sorry-"

I was apologizing, knowing it was my fault, walking without paying attention, and daydreaming. "Watch where you go," The bulky person furiously barks at me, cutting me off. He is the morning weirdo. My eyebrows knit at his sentence, somewhat provoked. "Don't be blind." He says in a very raspy and seductive voice, sounding annoyed.

"You could've watched out as well." I backfire being irritated with him as well. "It wasn't only me who was blindly walking," I pause in mid of the sentence to pick up his phone and push it against his chest. "You were too, so it's equally both of our faults."

He chuckles and walks in my direction, making me move back. I hit the locker. I try to change the way and walk away, but he is already in front of me, leaning his massive five-ten-figure over my petite five-four-figure. He places his right hand right next to my face as he leans in. "Aren't you too bold?" He growls lowly with his face right in front of me, making me gulp a dry lump in my throat.

"Excuse me-" I stumble upon two words and stop in my track as he leans in more, making me close my eyes instantly.

"You don't know me, baby girl." He whispers in my right ear with his growling voice, hinting at provocation. My knees get unsteady as his hot air hits my neck. "You don't know Jeon Jungkook, babygirl."

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