Ruin Me Jeon {Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction}

17: Played

My eyes widen as Joe turns to me for an explanation. Jungkook is still looking at Joe with a winning smirk. "No, Uhm, no," He looks up at Jungkook after reading my confused reaction. "See you later, Ray. I'll be leaving since your boyfriend is here," He smiles at me and pats my hair as if Jungkook isn't giving him a death glare. Joe walks past Jungkook, purposely bumping Jungkook's shoulder.

Jungkook chuckles in disbelief and sits on the chair where Joe was sitting. He gazes at me with a wide smile. I roll my eyes, following it with a heavy sigh. I get up from there. I can't endure his presence anymore. It just makes me feel more disgusted. "Hey," He calls out, but I don't stop. Jungkook runs up to me and starts to walk by my side. "Where are you going?"

"None of your business," I scoff and walk out of the entrance door, still being followed by Jungkook. "Can you leave?" When we reach the part where we depart, I ask, but he is following me.

"No, and of course it matters," I sharply turn to him, and he halts immediately. I cross my arm and look dead into his eyes while he has his disgusting smirk and cockiness in himself as always. "I'm your boyfriend," He says and walks to me.

"Jungkook, listen, we did nothing. It stays between us and the four walls," I say after a sigh, controlling the tears that are threatening to go down. His smirk turns down. "Goodbye, it would have been better if we maintained almost 100 miles distance but whatever," I turn around to walk away, leaving him alone.

"Why?" He lets out and holds me back. "What's the problem?"

"For what? You being my boyfriend? A lot. I see all the girls around me whom you fucked. Especially, from now on, when I'll see the mirror, I'll see one," I say, leaving him there standing in shock. I walk into the dorm building to do some productive work than thinking about all of this. He can fuck all he wants, but I don't want to see or know anything about him.

~ 18:30; Dormitory ~

I stretch my arms out after finishing the first book. It took me around 3 hours to do it, but I finished one at least. Chaeryoung and Bae went out with the boys leaving the dorm for me. I feel peaceful, what I want. "What to do now?" I try to think as laziness was taking over my body. But I can't want to sleep right now because it is already evening and I will be unable to sleep at night. I sigh and get up to change into leggings from basketball shorts. I walk out and lock the door behind me. "Let's go," I chime to myself and walk out to the park near the dorm. It isn't empty, but it is filled with college couples, so adorable. It is a cute scene but also lonely.

I wish to be one of them, with someone who truly loved me and not just my body. Who cares now? "Ugh, same shit again," I groan and whisper-scold myself for thinking about last night again and again. Why can't I just forget it and let go? My thoughts are all messed up from being out. "Not happening," I whisper when I realize that going out to take fresh air isn't helping at all so, I just walk back to the dorm room. Today's day is the worst out of all.

"RAY," I look up from my phone to see my roommates and their mates on the door, "Where were you? We thought something happened so, you aren't opening the door," I laugh at Bae's worried face with stupid thinking. I open the door, letting others get into the room.

"Why don't you take the keys?" I ask as I place mine next to my laptop on my study desk.

"We thought you'll be in, so we didn't bother to take it," Chaeryoung chuckles while rubbing the nape of her neck. I smile and look at each other. All of them aren't here. Only Jin, Hoseok, Jimin, and Jungkook are here. I feel a burning sensation in my cheeks when my eyes meet Jungkook's dark brown eyes. I feel a weird feeling in my stomach as if I am sick or something. "By the way, we got this for you," Chaeryoung says and takes out something from her bag, chocolates.

A smile crawls up my lips when the chocolates come into my sight. It is like a need for me after a long and bothering day. "Thank you," I squeal and take it from her grip.

"Wow, girls do love chocolate," Jimin says while sitting on the vacant bed.

"Who doesn't?" I say and nibble on my chocolate. I climb up to my bed. I am exhausted, and I don't want to face Jungkook. So, it was better if I stay away from him than him staying away, which seems impossible as he is always around me for some reason.

~ 11:30, Math class ~

"Thank you, class, that's all for today," The professor finishes his lecture and lets us get out of the room. But, I got held back by him, "Ms. Jeong, can you please put these in the storeroom," I nod and swing my bag on my shoulder to take the buddle of paper. "Thank you very much. God bless you," He smiles widely and walks out of the room before me. I look down at the bundle and walk to the storeroom, which isn't that far, but I want to return to my lunch. I am hungry.

"Why do I have to be so kind," I say and reach the place, but before I can touch the door handle, I hear a thud that makes me take back my hand. I hear muffling sounds, but soon it comes out clean.

"Move," I hear a masculine voice that sounds very familiar. "I said to get you filthy hands away," The guy almost screams at the latter. I don't like to meddle in someone's business, but curiosity in me is very unhealthy.

"Why? You never pushed me away last time," A feminine voice speaks up, which is also familiar.

"Because you were a one-time thing," The male says, and the door suddenly bangs. I step back in fear of getting caught eavesdropping. "What the fuck?"

"Shh, Jungkook, I know you need me," My eyes widen when I hear the name. Is he about to hook up? In a storeroom? "Am I right?" The female moans.

Jungkook gives out a low chuckle, "You wish," He says. I hear the sound of rough pushes inside, making me cringe in disgust. What to do with the papers now? I think and look around to find no one.

Am I being serious now? This is my chance to get Jungkook busted, it has been a week since that night, and he keeps on irritating me. Open the door, slap him and get rid of him - Simple as hell. I touch the handle, ready to get him out of my life, but I am too scared to face him. I don't want to see the girl, what if she is gorgeous and Jungkook... what am I thinking?

"Jungkook," I hear a soft moan inside, my eyes managed to tear up, and I decided to leave the bundle on the floor. I walk away and suddenly hear another bang. My feet walk faster than before to leave the place. Good job, Ray. You got played by a player too.

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